Brismack:
"ara ? ye ker..... he he he happy hari lahir ler dueng.... smoge berbahgia,, murah rezeeeki, panjaaaaaaaaaaaaaang umor,leh blanjer aku nnti....kirim salam kat mila ek?? kes kes kes...."
Kamirez a.k.a mekot:
"w00t!today is Jun14 what...hepi b'daybro ku yg cumil.ntah2 ade yg buatsuprise kat ngko...jgn ter.u.j.a sudala...;"
"kamirez3499 :blum
kamirez3499 : maybe aku pindah seminggu sebelum kot
kamirez3499 : tengok la nnt
kamirez3499 : er...hepi b'day "
Narulle:
"narulle : ko memang dah buat something yang teruk...
narulle : aku br jer tau td..
mdueng : aduih...mende yang aku dah buat??
narulle : sampai hati x cakap...
mdueng : ala..cakap jer la
mdueng : sampai hati??
narulle : camni ke member.,,
narulle : \birthday sendiri pun x nk inform member
narulle : wakakakakkaka
narulle : happy birthday"
Bapak:
"me_apis84 : ok
me_apis84 : dueng
me_apis84 : slamat hari jadi my friend
me_apis84 : lupa yg ari ni arijadi ko"
Zrug:
"koralzrug : hepi besday
koralzrug : besday boi la ko ari ni"
Affiq:
"joule_arefixed : happy birthday"
Suryati:
"hepi besday....muge panjang umur murah rezeki"
Ting:
"Dueng, happy belated birthday! Hehe...."
Tristan a.k.a Marquis:
"happy befdey encik mangii.. kes kes kes"
Yuni:
"ho...birthday dia ni rupenye smalam. hehe. Happy Belated Birthday lah ye :) sorry lambat dah. hehe. semoga dipanjangkan umur n dimurahkan rezeki. Amin. "
Dils:
"sori.. happy belated besday.. or just hepi besday.. yeay"
Rikku:
"epppiiii beeeeerrrrddddaaaaaaaayyyy...hahaha..smlm aku perasan kat frenster kek ko tu berkelip2..tp tgk cam ko sibuk je..hehe sian kene beday dekat2 minggu tension present + masalah ni..ni way be heppi...heheh..smoga panjang umo + murah rezki"
Tq for wishing me. this memory will always alive in my memory.....love ya all my frenz....
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Kronologi 14 Jun
Akhirnya, 14 Jun datang jgk...hari yang aku tunggu2 every year (ye ke? ntah le). Tapi sempena dah ada blog ni, ingin lah jgk aku coretkan sikit kronologi peristiwa-peristiwa yang berlaku semasa 14 Jun 2005. Aku akan start cerita dari 13 Jun hingga ke petang 14 Jun.
13 Jun 2005
-around 10 +
check frenster, dapat msg dari Brismack a.k.a syukri, mintak kek birthday dgn aku. ceh...aku pun tak plan apa2 utk birthday, ni dia plak nak mintak. tp aku hargai birthday wish dia. tq bro, igt jgk ko kat aku.
-malam tu at Jaya Jusco, Alpha Angel
Beli kasut hitam Road Master rega RM 59.90. aku beli sebab kasut hitam aku yang lama tu dah daif sgt...kulitnya dah tanggal2. sedih sungguh keadaan kasut lama aku tu. almaklumlah, aku pakai sejak aku form 5 sampai ler aku 4th year. 5 tahun bersama aku, kasut tu mmg banyak berjasa. dgn kasut tu ler gi interview PETRONAS, masuk UTP, wat presentation kat UTP.
Beli perfume Body Shop Arber 100 mL harga RM 89.00. Mahal? quite expensive for my condition but still, aku mmg nak gile perfume tu. aroma nyer mmg best sgt. ops...gi dgn bapak, bapak beli perfume satu lagi, botol kaler hijau.
Makan kat McD, aku makan 1 double cheese burger + 1 chicken burger + 1 Sprite large. aku belanja bapak makan 1 double cheese burger + 1 Sprite medium. hehehe...lapor lagi tu bila balik rumah tp tahan jer lapor. karang makan lebih2 laks, makin naik aku nyer jisim badan.
14 Jun 2005
-before gi kerja
aku terjaga dari tidur pkl 6.05 a.m.. tgk jam, ah...awal lagi. ish...baru perasan aku dah 21. apapun, dgn hujan yang rintik2 dan kipas nombor 5 kelajuannya, bing...terus aku baring balik. sedar2, dah pkl 7.21...bapak kejutkan aku. ah...malas banget nak bangun. tp bangun jgk, gi mandi. pakai baju, try perfume baru....smell nice. it's really worth. ops...terus try kasut baru dan terus bergerak gi kerja.
-dalam train
jumpa awek comey. muka cam anak mami, tp dia mmg comey banget. wat muka sengal tgk aku. hell, what your probs, hot chicks (ceh...masih berbahasa lagi tu even tgh bengang)? senyap...layan berfikir. terfikir jumaat ni nak present...terus rasa sengal. nervous tetiba. ah..tak sukanya perasaan gini.
-around 9, kat opis
bukak yahoo messenger, check email. hrm...ada few email. tgk frenz request aku dah approve. cayalah....camni la kawan. check msg for birthday wishes, takder...tetiba jadi sedey. then, aku tegur mekot, borak barang sepam dua. tetiba mekot ucap birthday....wah, aku kembali happy. check frenster, tgk ada testi dari mekot. terus aku approve.
-around 12.30 +
tgh borak dgn narul psl mr X, byk jgk bicara. tetiba narul cakap aku buat something yang buat dia bengang. aku gamam. wei..bila masa laks aku belot dari ally...tak pernah tau. aku cuak gile...tetiba kuar wish birthday dari narul. ah...bangsat sungguh wat aku ketaq. tp still, i'm happy. at least ada orang igt jgk. tetiba bapak pm aku ucap happy birthday. tambah2 aku happy....ada jgk orang igt arini birthday aku, igtkan aku sorang jer.
-around 1
narul tukar msg dia kepada "happy birthday to dueng" and zrug and affiq ucap sama birthday. thanks dude...kalau aku buat sendiri plak karang orang cakap mencari publisiti murahan. best nyer rasa teman2 rapat ucap birthday kat aku....
lepas tu, aku meneruskan kehidupan cam hari-hari lain....well, hari kelahiran aku bukanlah satu hari yang penuh dgn event cuma aku terasa hari camni aku patut abadikan dalam blog ni. well, blog ni dah macam bini no 2 aku dah, so mmg sayang sgt kat benda ni. semoga aku terus menerus berkasihan dgn blog aku ni. hahahha....so, dueng...noq you're already 21, be matured, enjoy life, and have a success year.
"Work hard, stay cheerful and lets love take care everything else" - CNY 2005, PETRONAS ad.
13 Jun 2005
-around 10 +
check frenster, dapat msg dari Brismack a.k.a syukri, mintak kek birthday dgn aku. ceh...aku pun tak plan apa2 utk birthday, ni dia plak nak mintak. tp aku hargai birthday wish dia. tq bro, igt jgk ko kat aku.
-malam tu at Jaya Jusco, Alpha Angel
Beli kasut hitam Road Master rega RM 59.90. aku beli sebab kasut hitam aku yang lama tu dah daif sgt...kulitnya dah tanggal2. sedih sungguh keadaan kasut lama aku tu. almaklumlah, aku pakai sejak aku form 5 sampai ler aku 4th year. 5 tahun bersama aku, kasut tu mmg banyak berjasa. dgn kasut tu ler gi interview PETRONAS, masuk UTP, wat presentation kat UTP.
Beli perfume Body Shop Arber 100 mL harga RM 89.00. Mahal? quite expensive for my condition but still, aku mmg nak gile perfume tu. aroma nyer mmg best sgt. ops...gi dgn bapak, bapak beli perfume satu lagi, botol kaler hijau.
Makan kat McD, aku makan 1 double cheese burger + 1 chicken burger + 1 Sprite large. aku belanja bapak makan 1 double cheese burger + 1 Sprite medium. hehehe...lapor lagi tu bila balik rumah tp tahan jer lapor. karang makan lebih2 laks, makin naik aku nyer jisim badan.
14 Jun 2005
-before gi kerja
aku terjaga dari tidur pkl 6.05 a.m.. tgk jam, ah...awal lagi. ish...baru perasan aku dah 21. apapun, dgn hujan yang rintik2 dan kipas nombor 5 kelajuannya, bing...terus aku baring balik. sedar2, dah pkl 7.21...bapak kejutkan aku. ah...malas banget nak bangun. tp bangun jgk, gi mandi. pakai baju, try perfume baru....smell nice. it's really worth. ops...terus try kasut baru dan terus bergerak gi kerja.
-dalam train
jumpa awek comey. muka cam anak mami, tp dia mmg comey banget. wat muka sengal tgk aku. hell, what your probs, hot chicks (ceh...masih berbahasa lagi tu even tgh bengang)? senyap...layan berfikir. terfikir jumaat ni nak present...terus rasa sengal. nervous tetiba. ah..tak sukanya perasaan gini.
-around 9, kat opis
bukak yahoo messenger, check email. hrm...ada few email. tgk frenz request aku dah approve. cayalah....camni la kawan. check msg for birthday wishes, takder...tetiba jadi sedey. then, aku tegur mekot, borak barang sepam dua. tetiba mekot ucap birthday....wah, aku kembali happy. check frenster, tgk ada testi dari mekot. terus aku approve.
-around 12.30 +
tgh borak dgn narul psl mr X, byk jgk bicara. tetiba narul cakap aku buat something yang buat dia bengang. aku gamam. wei..bila masa laks aku belot dari ally...tak pernah tau. aku cuak gile...tetiba kuar wish birthday dari narul. ah...bangsat sungguh wat aku ketaq. tp still, i'm happy. at least ada orang igt jgk. tetiba bapak pm aku ucap happy birthday. tambah2 aku happy....ada jgk orang igt arini birthday aku, igtkan aku sorang jer.
-around 1
narul tukar msg dia kepada "happy birthday to dueng" and zrug and affiq ucap sama birthday. thanks dude...kalau aku buat sendiri plak karang orang cakap mencari publisiti murahan. best nyer rasa teman2 rapat ucap birthday kat aku....
lepas tu, aku meneruskan kehidupan cam hari-hari lain....well, hari kelahiran aku bukanlah satu hari yang penuh dgn event cuma aku terasa hari camni aku patut abadikan dalam blog ni. well, blog ni dah macam bini no 2 aku dah, so mmg sayang sgt kat benda ni. semoga aku terus menerus berkasihan dgn blog aku ni. hahahha....so, dueng...noq you're already 21, be matured, enjoy life, and have a success year.
"Work hard, stay cheerful and lets love take care everything else" - CNY 2005, PETRONAS ad.
Saturday, June 11, 2005
My Source Of Life
I been looking through lots of material of depression and motivation in recent 5 years and now, I think I want to throw out one question that sometimes quite disturbing me. The question is: What is your source of life?
In simple word, who keep making you alive…. means the important person that will crying for your death, well, he/she must be some that very very very very important to you. I can say that he/she is more than any person in your world.
In my life, the source of my life is my family and to be specific; my mom and my sisters. Yeah, they are more than anything else in my whole world. Sometimes, I feel hopeless and feel like want to commit suicide (yeah…sometimes life just so unfair and cruel). But then, when I remember that the source of my life will be forever lost me and they’ll depress, I feel that why should I be so selfish about my life. And frankly speak, at that depression moment, I feel like I live my life for the source of my life…. not for myself. And I truly feel that on that moment, my life isn’t just about me and my thought…it’s about others who need me more than myself.
And I think the reason I manage to be strong and keep my head up is because I knew my life is not only for me, but also for the people around me, the people who love me. People in this world always keep searching their reason to exist in this world, and believe me…just look at people who always nagging you about study hard, who always punished you for the wrong thing you’re doing then you’ll realize THEY ARE the reason for you to exist in this world.
I keep looking for people who keep committing suicide because they’ve lost their love one a.k.a awek or balak, but then I saw a selfish person who never thought second time when they’re making decision. Ain’t they know that beside their love one, there are more people that love him/her than that stupid love one who left him/her??
In simple word, who keep making you alive…. means the important person that will crying for your death, well, he/she must be some that very very very very important to you. I can say that he/she is more than any person in your world.
In my life, the source of my life is my family and to be specific; my mom and my sisters. Yeah, they are more than anything else in my whole world. Sometimes, I feel hopeless and feel like want to commit suicide (yeah…sometimes life just so unfair and cruel). But then, when I remember that the source of my life will be forever lost me and they’ll depress, I feel that why should I be so selfish about my life. And frankly speak, at that depression moment, I feel like I live my life for the source of my life…. not for myself. And I truly feel that on that moment, my life isn’t just about me and my thought…it’s about others who need me more than myself.
And I think the reason I manage to be strong and keep my head up is because I knew my life is not only for me, but also for the people around me, the people who love me. People in this world always keep searching their reason to exist in this world, and believe me…just look at people who always nagging you about study hard, who always punished you for the wrong thing you’re doing then you’ll realize THEY ARE the reason for you to exist in this world.
I keep looking for people who keep committing suicide because they’ve lost their love one a.k.a awek or balak, but then I saw a selfish person who never thought second time when they’re making decision. Ain’t they know that beside their love one, there are more people that love him/her than that stupid love one who left him/her??
Yes, they are her/his mother, father, siblings, and friends. How stupid people who commit suicide just because of one person who already forget about them, for people who already move on with their life with their new partner. At last, the people who commit suicide just another moron who never realize who is their TRUE source of life. And yet, people keep forgetting about their TRUE source of life and keep wasting their life for someone who never deserved for their life or at least for their death. And yet, when the death is just 0.1 cm from their life, at that moment they’ll always realize that the stupid love one is nothing for them but then, death is really really close to their life, no turning back. How pity…
Realize what your source of life and always keep your head up. Life maybe sucks, unfair and cruel but that’s not life is all about. Life is a composition of good and bad thing; it’s depending on you to choose which one belongs to you then you’ll realize, life ain’t that bad.
Realize what your source of life and always keep your head up. Life maybe sucks, unfair and cruel but that’s not life is all about. Life is a composition of good and bad thing; it’s depending on you to choose which one belongs to you then you’ll realize, life ain’t that bad.
Ok…/me away from keyboard now!!
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Sesuci Salji - My New Blog Skin
Huhu....setelah mengalami tekanan yang amat sangat dari aktiviti melampau waktu hujung minggu, aku manage menulis balik kat blog ni.
hari ni aku telah berhasrat menukar blog skin aku, kali ni kaler dia warna putih. sesuci salji aku namakan skin kali ni. cam best tp agak kosong sebenarnya. aku malas nak isi mende2 sgt, karang berat tahap gaban nak bukak blog aku. so, semua benda berada pada kedudukan kecuali skin jer yang tukar warna. wah...aku suka color ni, nampak suci well, even aku takder la sesuci skin blog aku ni tp aku tetap suka. hahaha....
ok, nak sambung wat report yang membuatkan aku rasa sengal. sengal nyer~~~
hari ni aku telah berhasrat menukar blog skin aku, kali ni kaler dia warna putih. sesuci salji aku namakan skin kali ni. cam best tp agak kosong sebenarnya. aku malas nak isi mende2 sgt, karang berat tahap gaban nak bukak blog aku. so, semua benda berada pada kedudukan kecuali skin jer yang tukar warna. wah...aku suka color ni, nampak suci well, even aku takder la sesuci skin blog aku ni tp aku tetap suka. hahaha....
ok, nak sambung wat report yang membuatkan aku rasa sengal. sengal nyer~~~
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