Quickie~!

Hoho. lama benor aku menghilang dan banyak benor yang terjadi. Okies, here's quickie about what happened to me selama menghilangkan diri ni.

Start of August, aku diassignkan utk lead task force untuk menceriakan my floor. macam AJK keceriaan kelas la. Lalu busy lah sepanjang 3 minggu dengan brainstorming dan presentation pasal keceriaan floor tu. memang sangat meletihkan dan mengganggu sebab waktu tu ada few deliverable kena hantar. memang tak menang tangan la nak meng-handle semua sekali. few deliverables tu pulak kena ambil masa nak belek dokumen satu per satu, nak refer kat sana, nak refer kat sini, agak-agak tak sabar boleh meletup. so, adakah aku dah meletup? Almost. tapi more like kepala aku yang nak meletup. tensen-tensen.

so, balik rumah mendownload jer la kerja aku. Few doramas yang telah habis didownload/ditonton/tengah download/baru separuh tengok adalah:

1) Hanazakari No Kimitachi e ~Ikemen Paradise~ - 12 episodes (currently episode 10)
-> high school dorama yang famous. Dikenali juga dengan nama "HanaKimi". Based on manga. agak la bodoh dorama ni tapi kelakar.

2) Liar Game - 11 episodes (finished)
-> physco thriller. Damn twisted if you ask me tapi malangnya sangatlah predictable ending. Toda Erika bawak watak comel, inesen dan baik hati seperti watak2 biasa dia. Quite best cumanya ending dia agak spoil.

3) Hotaru No Hikari - 10 episodes (currently episode 9)
-> spesis perempuan yang diluar rumah sangatlah comel dan bergaya tapi bila dirumah, sangatlah serabai. a homely type yang lebih suka lepak2 dirumah dari mencari cinta. Ayase Haruka sangat cute gitu. Btw, she's gravure idol. hoho.

4) Yama Onna, Kabe Onna - 12 episodes (currently episode 10)
-> satu lagi dorama yang lawak. Bercerita pasal women breast and self esteem. Sangat lawak sebab ini satu dorama yang kita boleh tengok persepsi wanita terhadap envy and self esteem. Small, brutal comment really can put them down. Really a fresh view on women's world. Koike Eiko is a gravure idol and her boobs damn delicious. nyum3.

5) Juken No Kamisama - 12 episodes (currently episode 8)
-> pasal God of Exam yang menolong student2 dia melepasi junior high school admission exam. Some people say it's a combination of Dragon Zakura and My Boss, My Hero. Menarik jugak la cuma subtitle nye sangatlah slow. Kena menunggu lama. Sangat menarik sebab dorama ini memperlihatkan dunia main role yang lain dari rata-rata student jepun yang rajin study.

6) Yamada Taro Monogatari - 10 episodes (currently episode 9)
-> a manga adaptation dorama. Best jugak since banyak andaian-andaian pelik yang wujud sepanjang cerita ni. Family-meet-high-school dorama. Kelakar dan kadang-kadang boleh sampai tahap tak logik.

Misc item:
-> telah bercuti selama 3 hari sewaktu minggu merdeka. Menyambut merdeka dengan family di Kuantan.
-> beli harddisk baru 320 GB. godek-godek PC yang makin uzur, cuba selamatkan PC itu. Beli LCD monitor 19 inch. Best nye monitor besau. hehehe.
-> beli lappy Acer Aspire 4710 untuk adik saya. Adik saya masuk UPM, baru first year. Alhamdullillah, ada jugak sedara mara kat KL ni. Ada lah jugak orang nak tolong tengok-tengokkan aku yang semakin down ni.
-> Pasang Astro kat rumah, boleh layan sport sampai pagi. Boleh tengok liverpool match dan RWC sampai muntah.
-> DVD Writer buat hal. Dah busted gamaknya. Kena lah beli burner baru. Bulan depan la kot, bulan ni dah cukup-cukup cecah limit budget.

Akhir kata, selamat berpuasa kepada semua. Adakah anda sudah membeli tiket balik raya? Jika tidak, sila dapatkan di kaunter tiket terdekat. karang ada yang tak dapat balik raya. :)

I'm alive and still kicking

I been gone for long. Long enough to make few people asking whether i'm still alive. Thanks for stopping by anywhere you can and remind me that i actually have a blog that i oblige to update. Thanks!!

By the way, it's not like i don't want to update but lately my life gone monotonous. No more caca marba or any significant milestone to be remembered really. It's just normal, routine, daily job that piling up day by day, normal life routine (office-home), no near death experience, no romantic sappy lovey dovey story, no my-life-so-unfornate story, not even owh-i'm-so-opinionated post for the time being.

So, why bother to update right?

Owh, i DO have some issue at office, more like office politic but i rather not disclose anything here. Not suitable for faint hearted, pregnant ladies/guys.

So, quick updates about Jdo, i currently watching few doramas for summer, kindly vetted through Wiki.D-Addicts.Com for further info. Ok2, i will write but in later post la. Till then, thanks for your visit and yurp, i'm still alive.

Idiot's Guide #002: Boarding LRT

As a developing nation, Malaysia is a country whereby lots of urban people taking public transportation to work. People who hate to hassle in jammed traffic on the road choose train instead of bus or cab. Not to mention, boarding train is fast and accurate, easier for you to plan your time to board them and arrive at office in exact time without any problem (while we put aside that LRT nowadays always "Under maintenance"). SO, this great invention called train makes people's life easier in such a great way. As a frequent boarder, i been bothered to write a guide for newbies who wish to use public transport especially train or LRT. Here's few things newbies should know when boarding train or LRT:

1) Quickly boarding in OR out
Life is much easier for people who been queuing the whole morning if you could walk faster into/out from LRT. People really easily get irritated when you walk slowly into/out from LRT just like when pergi makan angin. If you want to cruise around slowly, please do it at any isolated island, zoo, along the beach line but please don't do it in the morning when people hassling/battling to get into LRT to get to work. You might be a good punching target then. So people, walk quickly and think quickly. And yeah, people don't give a damn if you trying to kontrol lawa or kontrol macho cause it's doesn't matter when you get on their nerves.

2) Stay at left side if you willing "menghirup udara segar"
If you still in vacation mode, please do your "menghirup udara segar" on left side of escalator. It's totally get on my nerves when i try to walk fast but there are some idiots who stand still on right side of escelator. I'm so pissed off especially when i'm late in the morning. It's not like no sign saying that you need to be on the right side to give way to people want to go down quickly but they seems ignoring the fact.

3) Behave yourself
Attention to all lovey dovey birds, we're totally not interested your kissing, belai-ing, gesel-ing and what not. We can watch porn for GOD sake or better get some woman and fucked her hard at more private place. If you are so horny and use excuse like "i want to show to the whole world that i love her" to bermesra-mesra, please nominate yourself into porn film industry. Besides making money, you show that you love her to the whole world, right? Please people, we're not interested in your lovey dovey act and what pissed me of always is THEY TAKING LOTS OF SPACE for that. Dumbass!

4) Control your voice
Whether you're a super cute guy/gal, i will get annoyed actually by your laugh if it keeps coming over and over again. I know that you're crazy for attention but please respect others. You high pitch voice will eventually interrupt other stressed out passenger. Keep it down and keep it low.

Tips:
1) Get an mp3 player. It could get rid lots of unnecessary noise from your ears and head.
2) Stop making it such a big fuss when people pushing you. Everybody do that. If you're not comfortable with people pushing you around, get a car or cab.

Other than that, cheer up and enjoy riding in it.

Idiot's Guide #001: Let Go Your Dream

Everybody dream of sex everyday but no one want to have it all day long forever.

What a saying. I must say, it's one of the bestest i ever heard. Chasing after dream is everybody's dream but who's the one who gonna make it? Dreams come from the standard, benchmark, assumption and/or pressure setting up by our environment. Everybody have dream(s), many chasing after it, few make the journey and very very very little make it. People dream over things that they can achieve, some people dream over unrealistic thing which they never got. It's not totally wrong to dream over unrealistic thing but don't spending your whole life crying over it if you never go it. People spending their life to achieve their dream to achieve "perfection".

When to let go your dream?

Most people stumble upon in their journey to achieve their dream. some keep it going, some stop after first obstacle, more and more stop after much obstacles coming their way. Most people won't admit that they already stop chasing after their dream. they won't admit their defeat. some people shift the blame of their failure to others i.e: people, time, whatever-things-available. amongst what people always said when they let go of their dream(s):

"i'm not after money"

"i rather find a place to settle down since i have a family that i need to look into"

"dreams only for the young"

"i have things much important in my priority list"

"not my league anymore"

folks, let go of your dream but don't blame it on others. If you not able to achieve your dream, let it go. it's nobody faults really. It's just life is too short for you to be able to achieve your dream. Not everyone really happened to be an astronout or prime minister when everybody dream to be one. So, there are thousand people who also defeated thus that's doesn't make you're all alone. Dreams as i see is just mere unrealistic imagination pushing into our mind by our belief system. We believe for what we been telling/experiencing/talking for the time we know how to think/speak. and i know it's totally cool to have a dream, it's like a thing everybody have. Whether you like it, you need one cause human in its lowest consciousness hate to be alone/alienated.

So, what does it feel to be a free bird (after letting go of your dream)?
As painful as death, letting go your dream most probably make you insane. So, you might encountered this five (5) stages to cope with:

Denial : The initial stage: "It can't be happening."
Anger : "How dare you do this to me?!" (either referring to God, oneself, or anybody perceived, rightly or wrongly, as "responsible")
Bargaining : "Just let me live to see my son graduate."
Depression : "I'm so sad, why bother with anything?"
Acceptance : "I know that I will be in a better place."

This is phase of acceptance of death, a painful process where human lost his/her soul and get buried/burnt and change into protien. Just as dramatic and beautiful death is, so does the art of letting your dream go; you lost your purpose, get "burnt" and lastly change into someone new. But always remember, life is a journey, not a destination. Keep your feet going and you'll be somewhere. I rather cruising along with life and plan my short term plan in it. A short term plan is much easier to achieve, easier to let go, and make your life much systematic in a better way. Life itself short, putting it in chunk make it easier to manage. Anyway, it's you who decide how you want to see it. Life is too short to spend on grieving over something you'll never got/achieve anyway. so, cheer up and go out alive and kicking.

Cheers to all realist~!