Respect

Assalamualaikum all….

At last, manage to write and post new entry. Well, internet UTP really tempting my patience yet determination takes to post this entry much greater than entry before.

Anyway, sekarang nak cakap psl respect or hormat. Apa itu respect or hormat? Adakah sebagai seorang senior ko dah layak dapat penghormatan? Adakah usia semata dapat ukurkan respek orang kat ko? Okies, here some story..bout respect and how it can be so important.

Aku ngaku, aku kurang ajar tp bak kata orang, setiap benda kalau kena pada tempatnya, lawa jadiknya. Suit with the condition. Akhir2 ni, terjadi satu perbalahan besar jgk ler, well, pada aku...pihak laki nyer yang salah. Kenapa? Sebab he’s too ego. Come on la. Aku laki jgk tp takder la ego tahap gaban cam ko. What’s your probs man? Aku pun laki tp aku tak kisah sgt pun psl ego ni. Come on la...dick-nity do lead you to hell either on this world or hereafter.

Aku berani bet, perempuan tu mmg tak salah psl gurl tu mmg baik. Well, she just like my sis you know. Too kind and too tolerence. Maybe ada orang rasa aku citer dgn bias but believe me, if you knew her, you’ll say the same thing. Girl tu maybe aku kenal sekejap jer but you know what, you can tell a person just by getting near to her. She has this calm and cosy environment around her and make you feel comfortable. Wierd but that’s how i judge people. Very easy yet working on me.

So, even gurl tu adalah senior tp dia rileks jer dgn boy ni. Boy tu junior and he’s freaking king control. Semer gurl yang baik dgn dia mesti layan dia elok2 as in kalau dia nak borak, gurl tu mesti ada dan kalau dia panggil nama kat MIRC, gurl tu mesti jawab. Lepas tu, gurl tu takleh borak dgn orang lain. So possesive mengalahkan suami. Aku tatau la nak classified budak laki tu sebagai apa tp his attitude really annoying. Plus dia suka merajuk. What the fuck with merajuk kalau dia selalu berlagak macho?

Aku harap dia paham bila baca blog aku tp aku tak rasa dia baca pun. Bagi aku, respek tu tak perlu ada had tp selama mana ko deserve dapat respek tu, mmg ko akan terima dari sesiapa pun. Dan jangan ingat ko sebagai lelaki lebih superior dari perempuan. Bagi aku, even orang tu lagi muda dari aku, lagi mentah dari aku, lagi bodoh dari aku pun tp kalau dia deserve aku nyer respek, dia akan dapat. Tp even sorang tua dah nak mati, tak larat nak bangun dari tempat tidur pun tp kalau dia tak deserve my respect, sorry to say, never ever i give it.

Sorry kalau banyak melalut tp aku mmg anti sgt dgn orang ego tak tentu psl camni. Apalah yang ko sayang sgt kat ego ko tu sampai ko jaga gegila sampai buat orang lain bengang. Jgn igt ko macho dah cukup bagus utk buat aku respek sedangkan aku tak pernah respek orang yang lebih pandai dari aku kalau dia berlagak dgn ilmu dia. Ingatlah, dunia ni pinjaman jer...yang ko nak berlagak tak tentu pasal bagaikan dunia ini ko yang punya apa hal plak.

Footnote: Life short, dude so drop your ego and treat others like human being. Your ego and dick-nity just give you one hell life.

too many things, too little time

assalamualaikum....

me broken my own promise to not to update this blog. hehhe...the temptation really chasing after my nerves. demm..anyway, too many things happen, too little time for me for reflection on myself.

this semester start with a bit harsh and hectic:

• lots of telenovela (well, if i want to tell it all, maybe takes another blog to proceed so, i should keep it shut for now),
• FYP (owh...i'm already 21, am old man *SIGH*)
• hectic timetable (7 subjects, 19 credit hours)
• network UTP sux big time...hahha

anyway, my life as final year student really something...why? am i became more pervert than before? or being lazy ass bump? unluckily, i think i'm a bit change..thank to this 8-hell month of internship that at least, taught me something. life ain't easy and to success, be a brave man and face up the challenge.

This semester, i a bit pushing myself to get grip to my study. why? maybe after being drown in entertainment and lazy ass bump world, i really tired with such life. and after seeing the direction of my life, it's a bit shaking my concern about my study and result. shocking isn't it? i also never thought life could be this different and what's more supprising, i'm enjoying my schematic and in-order life like this. huhu~~~

FYP...still blur and still get grip and get rid of laziness. oh no...i'm addicted to long-missed, ass-kicking forum; the GRAPEVINE. and frankly, i'm addicted to gvine back. oh crap......anyway, meet new people also give me something. well, i missed lots of people and yet Allah give me this chance to know more new people.

telenovela, episode of hatred and reflection on attitude. owh crap...i feel like want to write it here but the crap internet really stuck me. i will try to write a bit on this and hope this experience may help others to do some reflection on their attitude. even my literature writing skill is crap, i will try to make it interesting as possible as i can.

lastly, i hope this semester will be bring prosperity in my study and may Allah help me to obtain good result. huhu~~~

footnote: study, study, and study.

Last Day

Assalamualaikum to all,

At last, abis jgk praktikal a.k.a industrial internship ni. 32 weeks mmg panjang sekali, kalau cantumkan dua sem kat UTP, memang dekat sgt dah 32 weeks. so, kira internship ni dua sem la. walaupun cuti agak kurang (ada tiga minggu je) tp aku still puas hati sebab byk benda yang baik jadi. dapat jumpa orang baru, dapat belajar benda baru dan macam2 lagi. suka, sedih, geram, marah, tensen, gila-gila semua pun ada. dari satu minggu neraka sampai ke satu minggu yang membahagiakan.

Syukurlah internship ni dah abis, kenangan dalam internship ni akan tetap kuingati. Orang yang akan tetap aku ingati sebab byk tolong aku:

• Kak Rohana - terima kasih sebab tolong tengok2an saya.
• Kak Suria - tima kasih sebab tolong bagi kerja kat saya
• Najib - tq sebab selalu bawak masuk meeting
• Encik Rahim - utk cerita2 best
• Semua IT Department staff for helping me lots here...
• Lee Yen - for helping me through the helpdesk job. Also for the great lunch.
• Carmen Chan - for being such a great companion. Keep your smile ya...
• Kak Mas - jaga diri kak, semoga dapat sambung degree.

Footnote: Sampai jumpa lagi...

Being Tolerance

Assalamualaikum to all....

I got this article in the net, enjoy this article. Nice~~~

Tolerance according to Microsoft Word synonym list is open-mindness, patience, easiness or acceptance which bring a very big definition of being tolerance.

Understanding that not every people at the same level of yours and have the patience to wait for them are being tolerance.

Considering other people do offend to some behaviors and feel ease to accept their nature is being tolerance.

Most people always make mistake and misunderstood the different between being honest and not tolerance.

Being honest is telling the things that truly and always be there but less people acknowledge the thing is there with considering other people reaction to the statement that being made and use proper way.

Being not tolerance is telling the truth but with the intention to hurt other and in such rude way.
As we can see, there are just thin white line on the white earth between being honest and not tolerance.

People also misunderstood being hypocrite and being tolerance.

Being hypocrite is to cover up your own dark side and creating a new with attention to get something but never willing to be that betters you.

Being tolerance is to cover up your own dark side with attention to got something but willing to change and will change to that better you.

Now, why I’m telling all of you about all this rubbish? This is because people always misunderstood what being tolerance and being hypocrite. The misconception sometimes crumble the belief in one person to other person cause they think that all people just being hypocrite.

And like we can see, the thin white line appears again between hypocrite and tolerance but the thin white line make the biggest different ever in human concept of believe.

People always said, just being you but will yourself being so good? Imitating the good behavior so that you can fully adapt with it is a good try to change your behavior.

Will you show your dark side even you know the dark side will make people hate you?

Will you proudly said that I could spit over 3 wheat fields without offending other people?

Could you proudly said that you’re addicted to porn and masturbate constantly and sure no people will look at you and wonder in their mind what kind of sex maniac you are? Will you?

So, when people said just be yourself, this kind of people actually mean that you must be a hypocrite and never being tolerance.

My advice: just be yourself with considering others.

Source: somewhere in the net.

Footnote: Am I a tolerance type or hypocrite type?