people said, life is like riding a roller coaster, sometimes you ride at the peak of the world, enjoying nice view but sometimes you ride at the bottom, having difficulties to find some sense. being down the ride make people lose their sanity. make people lose their faith. make people lose their belief. make people freaking out.
you'll feel the world is laughing at you. the whole world seems to be happy to see you down. you'll feel ugly and useless. you feel dead. you blame everybody. you feel empty.
*cynical mode ON*
yeah yeah..you're the only suffering. you're the only hurting. you're the most unfortunate person in this world. gimme a break already!!!
*cynical mode OFF* (kalau dibaca dgn gaya House MD akan lebih menyerlah cynical-nya)
don't make yourself such a sore loser. life ain't over (unless you're dead). get your ass and work it out. problem not gonna solve if you keep crying and whining bout your unfortunate ride. who's gonna understand your problem? let say you get sacked from your job and got nowhere to go, do you expect me to understood your situation and lend a shoulder to cry on? (i never get sacked from my freaking job yet) come on man, be realistic.
i see lots of people who ride the lowest point get carried away. i'm not saying it's totally wrong to be sad and mad for a while but....
how long are you gonna stay like that????????
how long are you gonna fill your heart with sadness????????
how long are you gonna stay numb and pushing people out your life??????????
how long you're gonna crying??????????????
how long you gonna shut yourself??????????????????????
how long you'll blame GOD?????????????????????
how long before you realize it's too late to change??????????????
how long before you'll get insane??????????????????
it's totally hurting and eventhough i'm not gonna understood what you might feel (of course i'm not gonna understood cause i will never be you and you'll never be me), shutting down your life is not something we should do. i have seen lots of people destroying their life, either they running away cowardly or just stood still too long crying over their defeat. for the broken, the damned, and the beaten, i'm not your freaking Saviour, far from being a GOD, i just hate to see people with gloomy face. they have insincere smile (reason for i'm writing this entry).
i'm might be harsh but the world not letting a single weakness to be exposed. get yourself a grip, move along with your life. there are thousand freaking possibilities waiting for you in future, don't let that get wasted.
"problem is not something that will solved by running away from it"
by the words of The All American Rejects:
and when all your hopes is gone,
move along......move along.....
just to make it through....
when all you got to keep it strong
move along, move along
like i know you'll do
Move Along - The All American Rejects
Have some faith in yourself, do some favor to yourself (at least), get back to life. lots of people waiting for you.
p/s: some people might find this harsh and crude. i don't care what you're gonna said cause i believe when the proper not working, twisted way just get into your attention. there are too many unfortunate events happened lately and people get depressed over their unfortunate situation. never in my conscious mind to create any harm towards people around me and if this entry might offend you in any way, i truly apologize.
--inspired by Move Along by The All American Rejects and The Pursuit of Happyness motion picture.
Monday, April 23, 2007
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Everybody has a different way of dealing with what life brings. Some need a lot of time and others, like you I presume, can get over mishaps very easily.
Either that or you've never been hit with something terrible in your life. Nauzubillah.
You do sound bitter though. Someone rubbed you the wrong way ke? Chill la mangi~~ Meh I teman you usha girls..I can predict their bra sizes better! Ahaa!!
"Off with her head!!"
(The Red Queen, Alice in Wonderland)
hey i share two of you sentiments in this post.
1. i was like that for awhile. hating my life, hate everything about me. and you're right. YOU HAVE NO IDEA OF HOW DOES IT FEELS. feels like shit. shit with my own definition.
2. i started to change when i met my bestest friend (now you know the reason of our friendship) she taught me alot. REAL A LOT. i can count on her any fuckign time. no issue. thats when i learn about love. so i get it when u say u hate to see people keeps on lamenting on their lives.
but remember mangi, not everyone is as lucky as me and you. who can see things in different way. *i know for i WAS unfortunate last time. i had tasted the shit*
believe it or not: life's sux.
cheers dear mangi :)
cleo: as i'm saying, this is not a bad intention msg. i'm just trying to help some people dealing with their problem. for some people, a slap will do. for some other people, a few punches will do.
as this is a reminder to others, it's also a reminder to me. bad things happened, it's just the worst not happen to me yet.
what i can say, people get carried away with their emotion. it's wrong to get carried away too long cause you will losing lots of things in life just because damn emotion. you get worried over something you shouldn't and you thinking about things that shouldn't be in your mind. you get mad over things you not sure and many more things.
hahaha. let's go and guess their bra size. hahaha.
genjo: cruel. awesome.
raja: exactly my point. if you get carried away over small thing, how could you handle bigger thing? if you easily collapsed for break up, how could you handle divorce?
people need to grow, and they need to do it fast. the world is running fast, real fast. so, we need to self sooth faster.
yeah, we're lucky. damn lucky to actually have this kind of experience and share our thoughts to help others. life sucked the most but whether we like it or not, we need to live.
as i always say "if we put much hatred in oru small heart, there are no room for love anymore". so, stop putting hatred and actually, try to love yourself so that people around you will love you.
this writing actually "a slap" to their face. wake up people, the world is providing you with thousand of possibilities. move your ass.
i'm happy. i have issues and i solved it. i have anger and i manage it. life is not that easy, it's simple though. cheers~~
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