Howdy!

Howdy!

Am back. After a while, feel like writing it here again. In case you never heard of it, I'm married and will be expecting little us in August, InsyaAllah. Life so far has few ups and lots of down; always a pessimistic statement from me. Couldn't help it really.

Lots of thing happened in 2010.

Happy things:
1) Get engaged
2) Get married
3) Live as newly wed

Not so happy things:
1) Admitted for diabetis (stable now)
2) Missing major part of work thus affecting my motivation
3) Hectic, busy and full house schedule.

I have to admit that life as married man change my world. Having someone (soon to be two) to take care of really put me into thinking mode each time. Some silly mistakes here and there, I should be fine. Nothing is perfect but we have lifetime to discover it, InsyaAllah.

Work was hectic, busy, sad, bitter, full of jokes and mega fun! I just enjoyed it so much though repeating the same experience for another year maybe not so encouraging. However, boss already put me in charge with some big label to me; You Can Improve It To Be Better This Year! Noted boss. Thanks for the trust.

Financially, barely enough as usual. Perhaps should cut here and there but in the midst of getting on my feet again and running the game. It's the usual cycle of starting somewhere new, you'll be struggling at start but what makes you a perfectly unique human is how you get back on your feet and keep on running. I got a hunch that 2011 will be a better year and I pray for that.

All in all, life is fun and will always be fun. I having so much colours in life, I just couldn't ask for more. One rainbow at a time, please.

I will keep posting here since I'm back. Keep on reading, keep on smiling and have fun with life.

Wind of Change. A Bit.

Well...

Hello there. I won't be writing much here as I will be writing somewhere else on more constant basis than this old, bersawang blog.

I feel that, life take a turn and I yet to have any feel whether it's for better or for worse. What I could do is just pray.

Owh...I write at MultipleEyes every Friday. Or any other day to make up my missing Friday posts.

This blog?

Well, I will let it rot for a while. Though, I might feel like I want it again...some other time. Or not.

I dunno.

Kepala Lutut Kamu!

The title takde kaitan dengan topik discuss dalam entri ni. Malas sudah nak bagi tajuk best-best sebab ceritanya boring.

Cut story short, busy gile dengan macam-macam benda. Personal and work come along throwing everything their hand could get at me. Occupied for days!

Lately, been downloading Naruto old episodes and rerun in progress. 3 weeks and manage to finish 120+ episodes in between works and life. hehehe.

Also, finished watching Liar Game Season 2. Even better than season 1, more twist and more dramatic dark cloud around the storyline. The grand finale in the movie, still waiting SARS Fansub to sub it. Can't wait for the finale! It will be extra cool.

As for music, lately fall deeply in love with YUI. Well, not a new news however YUI become extra cute lately. And I must say the songs presented matured even further and really soothing to my ears. Rooting for YUI and her short hair! Yeay!

My favorite songs:
1) It's all too much
2) Never Say Die - the best from YUI!
3) Gloria
4) Muffler

Could download it at JpopSuki, however you need to register for it. JpopSuki is making comeback with great pose!

I must say life as Jpop and Jrock fan wouldn't be complete without JpopSuki. One stop centre for J-Songs. I weep manly tears when I could get back the access. Uhuk~

Btw, JpopSuki could be find at: http://www.jpopsuki.eu/index.php

Nowadays, more on reading than writing entry. I guess, easier to read than to write something fresh. Haha. Ciao~

Cuba Untuk Tidak Skeptik!

Pagi tadi, opis agak muram. Ditambah pulak gerimis dalam samar-samar pagi di Kertih. Memang perfect setting untuk bermalas-malasan. My colleague yang duduk sebelah saya tak sihat. Dari kelmarin lagi dia tak sihat, mula-mula tu selsema then hari ni bertambah teruk; demam terus. Cuaca akhir-akhir ni asyik hujan, panas, hujan, panas, kadang-kadang hujan panas. Bukan sahaja orang, batu pun boleh retak kalau macam tu.

Seharian amoi tu tidur je, memang sangat lah tak sihat. Dia tanya saya, ok ke kalau dia nak balik? Bagi saya, ok je. Dah kalau tak sihat, buat apa paksa-paksa diri datang opis, kan? Things that could wait, should wait. Hari-hari menunggu maklumat dari orang KL dan Finance camni memang tak banyak benda nak dibuat. Saya cuma tolong section head feed info untuk presentation, analysis yang dah buat waktu budget cycle in December agak berguna untuk beef up lagi presentation tu. Tapi amoi tu still jugak duduk kat opis, muka dah macam orang lalok (memang lalok pun sebab tak larat sebab demam dan sebab makan ubat).

Last-last amoi tu pergi la klinik, ambik ubat. Ingatkan dah hilang terus dah balik rehat kat rumah, sekali dia datang jugak opis. Tak faham sungguh. Takper lah, dia tidur je kat bilik mommy (bilik untuk mommy yang bekerja untuk mengepam susu untuk anak2 kecik di rumah). Tapi dia taknak, maka tidurlah dekat sofa bahagian belakang opis. Dah berbalut dengan pashmina dan kot dah tapi still nampak dia sangat tidak larat.

Waktu nak balik tadi, dia mintak temankan dia jalan turun pergi kereta. Sebab dia dah betul-betul macam lalok sangat, rasanya kalau kena tiup tu boleh melayang. So, saya pun temanlah dia berjalan turun sampai ke kereta dia. Actually, tak sampai pun kereta dia sebab saya parking kawasan lain.

Selepas tu, saya terfikir sendiri. Saya rasa tenang dengan diri saya. Saya rasa dah lama saya tak buat good gesture to others cam yang jadi harini. Mungkin saya patut buat lebih lagi. Dah lama rasanya saya tidak skeptikal dengan orang dan berfikir bahawa seseorang itu adalah ikhlas dalam tutur katanya. Mungkin sebab cuaca kot, kepala otak saya retak sikit sebab panas dan hujan atau.....mungkin jugak boring dah kot jadi skeptikal, otak fikir terlalu kompleks. Takper lah, kita tengok sampai mana saya boleh tidak skeptikal.

Diharapkan tiadalah umat-umat yang dangkal fikirannya merosakkan mood baik saya dengan buat perangai yang khinzir pun segan nak mengaku saudara. All people are good people, life turning them into monster.

Believe in that!

p/s: seronok jadi skeptik sebab tiada apa yang manusia lakukan yang boleh mengejutkan saya sebab saya percaya manusia boleh lakukan perkara yang tidak terbayang di kepala kita sekarang. Cumanya, saya melihat dari sudut negatif, bukan positif. Itulah skeptik!