P2P Bless

for last month, i been finishing lots of good dorama and movies. Cut the crap, here's some of the movies and dorama:

The Accepted

A nice movie, hillarious yet meaningful. it's about a high school student who been rejected by all college he applied to. due to parental pressure, he desperately cheat his parent by creating fictional college. and thru the website they (he and his friends) create, all other "reject" accepted by his fictional college. and all hell broke loss. What a movie cause i already rerun it for few times already.

Rating: 10/10

Nodame Cantabile

I swear to GOD, this is the most hillarious dorama i ever watch. at least for now, this dorama really make me die hard of laughing. not to mention, good music score. it's about a pianist inspire to be a orchestra conductor meet with clumsy, dirty, hentai pianist whose a genius in music. What a clash and what a funny moment. You need to watch it to feel it. Beware of some scene that TOO MUCH for reality. for realist, this is just not your dorama. light and easy dorama.

Rating: 10/10

Art School Confidential

Quite slow, nothing fancy. This movie is about a man struggle his way in art school he attend. John Malkovich in it but nothing much impact. The student felt in love with the nude model of his class and keep chasing her. in the process, lots of pressure come his way especially when he trying to find his way into his personal art. he get confused with himself thus leading him meeting with an art genius. Overall, it's quite dissapointing.

Rating: 5/10

Ace Wo Nerae & Drama Special

After finished watching all Ace Wo Nerae episodes, i try to download the drama special. It's a very comical dorama, just like nodame. Sometimes the scene just too real to be true. I mean, this story just too perfect. But the OST not dissapointing. Ai No Tame Ni sang by Aya Ueto just catchy. At last, i managed to watch this dorama after long adue. Overall, it's quite intertaining just not worth for rerun.

Rating: 6/10

Shomuni Final

Finish download but not have time/mood to watch it yet. Nothing fancy at first episode. Same old formula.

Rating: N/A

Utada Hikaru Concert

Hikki (utada hikaru's nickname) just nail the concert. What a concert. Marvellous sound system. Hikki giving her best but it's quite bored for people who not used to listen to Hikki's songs. Lots of old songs that i hardly listen to and it's quite nice.

Rating: 7/10

Utada Hikaru's Flavor of Life - Ballad Version Video

Hikki is chubby and i love her more. She's much cute than before. (or should i said it's my preference). This song doesn't have much different from previous songs/albums but in some way, it's hooked me up. Maybe i just love the music and Hikki's voice. Her voice marvellous. She's such a cutie~!

Rating: 10/10

Morning Musume Videos

I addicted to MM song titled Sexy Boy. really nice music, catchy. there are lots of MM songs but not so many really captured my attention. Amongst that really get me hooked up must be Renai Revolution 21, Happy Summer Wedding and Sexy Boy. Right now, i try to get into H!P-mania. I admire Miki Fujimoto a.k.a Mikkitty. She's elegent and poise and cute and have very nice voice. Kinda serak2 basah. Okies, pedophiles mode off. :P

Rating: 10/10

Kikken Aniki

Still waiting to watch this dorama. Sounds quite hillarious but sometimes the review not matching the hype. Still waiting for all episode finish downloading.

Rating: N/A

Cinta

So much hype bout this movie. Not that i hate this movie, it's just i hate movie that full of dark scene. One of the reason i don't watch much horror movie due to bad lighting. Yurp..that's make a horror mood came out but should along the story line should be dark scene? that's just suck. Cinta have lots of dark scene...in someway, it looks nice and artful but when it come too much, i get bored. not to mention bad dubbing. sometimes the background sound came out too strong, making the actor/actress voice gone. I lost in the middle of this movie due to lots of nice quote gone with background sounds. In overall, the theme is nice. Love always nice theme to put in movie. I vote for Amani & Andre. they so cute and kinda naive.

Rating: 9/10

Barnyard

Sweeeeetttt~~~. This movie is hillarious and nice to watch. I laugh all the way watching this movie. Nothing fancy bout this movie, the same old theme. It's just the creativity and jokes make me laugh. It's a fun experience watching this movie. I'm a little bit touched by the theme (it's family theme anyway). This movie good to educate children to love their parent.

Rating: 7/10

Next items in list:

House season 3 continue...
The Prestige
Flyboys
Blood Diamond

Till then, bu bye~!

Family

Pernah jumpa dengan perempuan yang marah2 bila kamu lebihkan family kamu berbanding dia?

kalau ya, malang sungguh perempuan itu sekiranya dia menjadi bini kamu kerna suatu hari nanti.....dia juga akan jadi FAMILY kamu. makanya, jgn pedulikan dia kerana dia suka kalau kamu tak pedulikan family kamu.

wife hate YOUR FAMILY.
you hate YOUR FAMILY.
wife = YOUR FAMILY.
you HATE YOUR FAMILY = you HATE YOUR WIFE.

begitulah ada nya. fikir ye. saya nak balik kuantan. rindu sama famili.

.Personal.Work.

Baru habis migration. this time takder la pening sgt. Tak perlu kerja sampai lewat2 malam. Just tinggal tower 2 migration jer lagi. work never finished. nuff said.

today, ada sorang akak office aku ni bertanya,

Kak Z: Wan, ko takder awek ke?
Aku: hrmmm....takder. kenapa?
Kak Z: takder la. cam pelik je orang muda takder awek.
Aku: perempuan ni annoying la. cukup la keja pun tak ter-handle, nak tambah lagi problem? hahaha.

it's boring when people brought up same old issue. rimas dan cemuh. salah ke takder awek? malas la nak pikir psl orang lain. psl diri sendiri pun tak menang tangan nak pikir. tak termasuk psl kerja lagi. tak termasuk psl family lagi.

bila tiap2 kali ada orang bertanya, aku senang memberikan jawapan yang sama. memang jawapan tu menyakitkan hati, tapi malas nak layan soklan2 peribadi camtu. aku pun tatau apa yang tak kena nya psl diri aku ni tp aku kinda reluctant nak beria2 nak ada awek. apart of past experience, aku terasa cam tak pernah nak ready utk pikir problem orang lain. mungkin la kedengaran sgt selfish statement aku tu, tapi do people really care bout you anyway?

aura negatif pemikiran aku ni memang tak bagus, aku realize benda tu semua tapi in some way, it's work for me. membuat aku keep myself sane enough to handle my things. and for thousand times, as this blog had been written for 3 years already; i still reluctant to pursue love too serious.

untuk kesekian kalinya, aku mintak maaf kepada mereka yang pernah aku lukai samada secara sedar atau diluar kesedaran.

internet kat rumah tak ok. tensen. nak download series tak dapat. *carut* *carut* *carut* *carut*.

last weekend aku kuar tgk wayang, citer death note 2. my rating: 9/10. best sgt even tak berapa sama dgn manga. recommended to watch.

aku officially ban myself from online using YM since internet tak ok. Only at GTalk je. add me at GTalk if you have things so important to talk. my ID: mdueng@gmail.com . sila add kalau perlu.

okies. panjang sudah ngarut. komen kalau perlu. TQ.

Long silence

hola..

i'm gone too long. gone with the wind; praying the wind might swept away all the hardness, sadness occupying me. Nah..too good to be true.

So, today i'm on leave. Emergency leave since i'm not planning anything for this leave. just wake up this morning and feel like not having any energy left. I'm damn tired. it been a very tiring weekend with migration for procurement department and furniture installation for tower 2. not to mention, this weekend will be L24 migration. it's gonna be hectic and tight schedule. GOD, grant me some strength.

It's been a very colourful month whereby lots of things happened. some big incident blown and i bare with it. almost make me insane, the pain just unbearable. it's ok. things had happened, nothing i could do bout it. it's just future of some relationship still in twilight zone. some gone together with pain. i wish i could make the right decision (read: win-win decision) but i'm just too reluctant to make it. i'm sorry for making your life difficult. i'm sorry i can't be the person who can make the right decision. i'm sorry for not be able to be forever with you. i wish i could...

ok, enough with personal ranting. i get lots of work load, sometimes i feel i'm such a tired seeding. too many things to handle. everyday promise new experience, granting lot of meeting with new faces. eventhough it's fuckin tiring, it's good to meet people. i love to work with people. sometimes some people can be such a pain in the arse, but it's good. some people get mad for my love-to-argue personality and not to mention, love-to-tease personality. i love teasing people. i love provoking people. i love to see their reaction. it's kinda fun. of course i knew the boundary. pedagogically, people are different. some could accept lots of offensive jokes, some couldn't. some don't mind to be teased, some give a damn bout what you tease, some couldn't accept any tease.

i want to start new everyday. fresh attitude everyday. i want to cheer up. i want to have fun. i want to have a happy life.

p/s: sorry for twilight zone post. not in the mood of telling much.