hello all....
ketemu lagi. kali ni entry pendek jer. just nak bagitahu (rasanya korang dah perasan kot) yang my blog have new shoutbox. i change my shoutbox due to problem in accessing it from UTP. IT & Media Services Department here already block the access. anyway, this new shoutbox is from oggix.com. anyone who want to have their avatar uploaded for the shoutbox like mine, please send me your 30 x 30 pixel picture which size in range of 2Kb. also, please provide your web URL (your blog or whatever web you have). if you don't want to, it's ok...
anyway, enjoy flooding my new shoutbox. enjoy!!!
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Sunday, February 26, 2006
Old Boys and Malena
PERHATIAN: MY SHOUTBOX OFFICIALLY SHUTDOWN BY INTERNET HERE SO DON'T SHOUT ANYMORE THERE CAUSE I JUST CANNOT READ IT ANYMORE. HARAP MAKLUM. DAMN ITMS FOR BLOCKING MY SHOUTBOX.
Wah...lama tak update. kengkunun busy la tp sebenarnya takder idea sgt pun nak menulis. tp sempena baru tengok movie yang complicated dan full of violence and riddles, nak cerita sikit la ni.
Semalam, aku baru tgk citer Old Boys, satu movie korea psl seorang lelaki yang dipenjarakan selama 15 tahun. tapi ni bukan macam normal prison or government prison, prison tu macam private prison. prison ni adalah semacam tempat menjatuhkan hukuman pada mana-mana orang yang ko tak suka. macam kata kalau ko tak suka someone tu, ko buat tempahan kat prison tu dan derang akan carik orang yang ko nak penjarakan tu ke dalam prison tu. Watak utama adalah Oh Daesu. Mamat ni kena penjara 15 tahun. dia kena tangkap masa birthday ke-3 anak dia. tengah hujan, waktu malam. dalam penjara tu, dia cerita la psl kisah hidup dia, bagaimana dia jalani kehidupan dalam penjara tu. memang perit la...mamat tu semacam orang gile. dah ler bukan macam penjara biasa dimana ko boleh keluar ambil angin luar ataupun cahaya matahari. Penjara tu complete bertutup.
Nak dijadikan cerita, mamat tu dibebaskan 15 tahun lepas tu, dia pun nak carik saper yang penjarakan dia. Dia jugak jumpa sorang perempuan muda yang jadi chef sushi kat restoran yang mula-mula dia pergi makan lepas keluar penjara. Dari hari tu, dia lepak la dgn minah tu, minah tu yang tolong dia keep track all orang yang bertanggungjawab penjarakan dia. Panjang kisahnya...so, korang kena tengoklah. Tapi cerita ni memang penuh dgn riddle dan violence plus sexual element. mamat Oh Daesu tu memang stock lone ranger dan kejam jugak lah. Tapi orang yang perangkap dia tu lagi bijak. dan akhirnya, dapat tahu yang semuanya bermula dari akibat fitnah.
Same goes to Malena, Malena (refer my second post in this blog) difitnah oleh orang ramai. Kesian malena. teruk gile minah tu kena discriminate oleh orang sekeliling dia. citer Old Boys ni pun lebih kurang cerita Malena dari segi intipati dia; mulut orang dan fitnah yang memusnahkan hidup orang lain. Memang kalau diikutkan, sampai bila-bila kita tak boleh nak tutup mulut orang dari bercakap, tapi tiada salahnya kalau kita jaga mulut sendiri.
kadang-kadang dalam society kita ni, kita terlalu ikut apa yang orang cakap..well, me also included. sebab kita takut melawan arus. tapi ada kalanya, kita perlu stand up and speak up our mind. manusia bukan selamanya ikut stereotaip. pembaharuan dalam pemikiran dan idea penting untuk memastikan survival kreativiti dan teknologi yang kita kecapi sekarang ni. apapun, perkara yang sama pernah terjadi pada my family. aku rasa aku dah cerita dalam post Imam.
My auntie ada sorang anak yang sakit akibat AIDS tp dia ada sakit TB. so, parent aku pun setuju jer nak jaga dia kat rumah kami sebab Hospital Kuantan lah hospital paling reliable nak handle kes dia. so, my auntie duduk la at my house until my cousin tu meninggal dunia in August 2000. Apa yang kurang ajar nyer psl masyarakat masa tu adalah mereka pandang jijik pada mak aku. maklumlah, orang sakit AIDS, semua orang pun pandang slack. Mak aku yang dulunya sangat dihormati dan selalu jadi ketua utk majlis-majlis agama bagi orang-orang perempuan kat kawasan tu terus kena ban. derang cakap, takut penyakit AIDS tu berjangkit. Ya Allah, jahilnya manusia time tu. Bukan derang tatau psl AIDS takleh merebak dgn sentuhan, tp tetap ragu2 tu ada. Akhirnya, rumors makin besar dan akhirnya, mak aku officially being ban.
Kesian, memang kesian. jasa-jasa mak aku yang sebelum ni orang pandang enteng je. mak aku sedih gile. tp marah pun ada jgk. akhirnya, aku cakap kat mak aku..
"abaikan jer orang lain tu, bukan derang tahu pun apa yang kita lalui. Jgn amik tahu dah la, kalau derang rasa nak kat ma lagi, derang datang la tu merayu"
dan memang betul, mak aku lepas tu pergi on invitation. akhirnya, barulah masyarakat kat situ sedar dan faham psl benda ni. even mak aku dah ok dah tp aku seriusly masih emo. time kutuk2 dulu, sampai terbalik2 bijik mata tu menjeling kat mak aku. sekali perlukan mak aku, wat muka tak malu jer datang mintak tolong. Seriusly, sakit ati sungguh dgn certain people so sampai sekarang, aku masih lagi hold grudge pada mereka2 ni. yer yer...aku memang pendendam. tp bukan senang nak buat aku sampai ke tahap camni...sebab aku ni susah sgt nak benci pada orang. kalau aku benci tu, byklah sebabnya dan tak perlu lah orang lain tahu kenapa. tengoklah, betapa kuatnya fitnah dan mulut orang ni buat hidup kita sengsara.
aku pun tatau nak cakap camne tp kadang-kadang, aku ikut jugak cakap orang...kadang-kadang, aku wat bodoh jer. yer la...being majority doesn't make you right, being minority doesn't make you wrong. the line for right and wrong is in yourself. nilai sendiri if a thing is wrong or right. if you feel it's wrong and still want to do it, go on and please be prepare for the consequences. as easy as that. mungkin ada orang tak suka dgn cara kita berfikir tapi bukan semua orang tak setuju dengan apa yang kita utarakan. kadang-kadang, manusia ni takut melawan majoriti especially bila dia bukanlah the one who hold the power. it's hard to be alone and abandoned. i been there many times, even in short period...the pain is like hell.
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okies...sekarang pasal new series yang aku tengok. sekarang tgh menonton Unfair, kisah pasal seorang polis wanita yang kering hati dan unik. citer ni ada unsur2 seks sikit so beware la pada mana-mana yang tak biasa tu. tp citer ni macam best. sekarang baru ada sampai episod 2, episod seterusnya tatau lagi best ke tak. untuk download guna bittorrent, boleh pergi kat http://www.aoiiro.com/ . enjoy responsibility!!!!
Wah...lama tak update. kengkunun busy la tp sebenarnya takder idea sgt pun nak menulis. tp sempena baru tengok movie yang complicated dan full of violence and riddles, nak cerita sikit la ni.
Semalam, aku baru tgk citer Old Boys, satu movie korea psl seorang lelaki yang dipenjarakan selama 15 tahun. tapi ni bukan macam normal prison or government prison, prison tu macam private prison. prison ni adalah semacam tempat menjatuhkan hukuman pada mana-mana orang yang ko tak suka. macam kata kalau ko tak suka someone tu, ko buat tempahan kat prison tu dan derang akan carik orang yang ko nak penjarakan tu ke dalam prison tu. Watak utama adalah Oh Daesu. Mamat ni kena penjara 15 tahun. dia kena tangkap masa birthday ke-3 anak dia. tengah hujan, waktu malam. dalam penjara tu, dia cerita la psl kisah hidup dia, bagaimana dia jalani kehidupan dalam penjara tu. memang perit la...mamat tu semacam orang gile. dah ler bukan macam penjara biasa dimana ko boleh keluar ambil angin luar ataupun cahaya matahari. Penjara tu complete bertutup.
Nak dijadikan cerita, mamat tu dibebaskan 15 tahun lepas tu, dia pun nak carik saper yang penjarakan dia. Dia jugak jumpa sorang perempuan muda yang jadi chef sushi kat restoran yang mula-mula dia pergi makan lepas keluar penjara. Dari hari tu, dia lepak la dgn minah tu, minah tu yang tolong dia keep track all orang yang bertanggungjawab penjarakan dia. Panjang kisahnya...so, korang kena tengoklah. Tapi cerita ni memang penuh dgn riddle dan violence plus sexual element. mamat Oh Daesu tu memang stock lone ranger dan kejam jugak lah. Tapi orang yang perangkap dia tu lagi bijak. dan akhirnya, dapat tahu yang semuanya bermula dari akibat fitnah.
Same goes to Malena, Malena (refer my second post in this blog) difitnah oleh orang ramai. Kesian malena. teruk gile minah tu kena discriminate oleh orang sekeliling dia. citer Old Boys ni pun lebih kurang cerita Malena dari segi intipati dia; mulut orang dan fitnah yang memusnahkan hidup orang lain. Memang kalau diikutkan, sampai bila-bila kita tak boleh nak tutup mulut orang dari bercakap, tapi tiada salahnya kalau kita jaga mulut sendiri.
kadang-kadang dalam society kita ni, kita terlalu ikut apa yang orang cakap..well, me also included. sebab kita takut melawan arus. tapi ada kalanya, kita perlu stand up and speak up our mind. manusia bukan selamanya ikut stereotaip. pembaharuan dalam pemikiran dan idea penting untuk memastikan survival kreativiti dan teknologi yang kita kecapi sekarang ni. apapun, perkara yang sama pernah terjadi pada my family. aku rasa aku dah cerita dalam post Imam.
My auntie ada sorang anak yang sakit akibat AIDS tp dia ada sakit TB. so, parent aku pun setuju jer nak jaga dia kat rumah kami sebab Hospital Kuantan lah hospital paling reliable nak handle kes dia. so, my auntie duduk la at my house until my cousin tu meninggal dunia in August 2000. Apa yang kurang ajar nyer psl masyarakat masa tu adalah mereka pandang jijik pada mak aku. maklumlah, orang sakit AIDS, semua orang pun pandang slack. Mak aku yang dulunya sangat dihormati dan selalu jadi ketua utk majlis-majlis agama bagi orang-orang perempuan kat kawasan tu terus kena ban. derang cakap, takut penyakit AIDS tu berjangkit. Ya Allah, jahilnya manusia time tu. Bukan derang tatau psl AIDS takleh merebak dgn sentuhan, tp tetap ragu2 tu ada. Akhirnya, rumors makin besar dan akhirnya, mak aku officially being ban.
Kesian, memang kesian. jasa-jasa mak aku yang sebelum ni orang pandang enteng je. mak aku sedih gile. tp marah pun ada jgk. akhirnya, aku cakap kat mak aku..
"abaikan jer orang lain tu, bukan derang tahu pun apa yang kita lalui. Jgn amik tahu dah la, kalau derang rasa nak kat ma lagi, derang datang la tu merayu"
dan memang betul, mak aku lepas tu pergi on invitation. akhirnya, barulah masyarakat kat situ sedar dan faham psl benda ni. even mak aku dah ok dah tp aku seriusly masih emo. time kutuk2 dulu, sampai terbalik2 bijik mata tu menjeling kat mak aku. sekali perlukan mak aku, wat muka tak malu jer datang mintak tolong. Seriusly, sakit ati sungguh dgn certain people so sampai sekarang, aku masih lagi hold grudge pada mereka2 ni. yer yer...aku memang pendendam. tp bukan senang nak buat aku sampai ke tahap camni...sebab aku ni susah sgt nak benci pada orang. kalau aku benci tu, byklah sebabnya dan tak perlu lah orang lain tahu kenapa. tengoklah, betapa kuatnya fitnah dan mulut orang ni buat hidup kita sengsara.
aku pun tatau nak cakap camne tp kadang-kadang, aku ikut jugak cakap orang...kadang-kadang, aku wat bodoh jer. yer la...being majority doesn't make you right, being minority doesn't make you wrong. the line for right and wrong is in yourself. nilai sendiri if a thing is wrong or right. if you feel it's wrong and still want to do it, go on and please be prepare for the consequences. as easy as that. mungkin ada orang tak suka dgn cara kita berfikir tapi bukan semua orang tak setuju dengan apa yang kita utarakan. kadang-kadang, manusia ni takut melawan majoriti especially bila dia bukanlah the one who hold the power. it's hard to be alone and abandoned. i been there many times, even in short period...the pain is like hell.
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okies...sekarang pasal new series yang aku tengok. sekarang tgh menonton Unfair, kisah pasal seorang polis wanita yang kering hati dan unik. citer ni ada unsur2 seks sikit so beware la pada mana-mana yang tak biasa tu. tp citer ni macam best. sekarang baru ada sampai episod 2, episod seterusnya tatau lagi best ke tak. untuk download guna bittorrent, boleh pergi kat http://www.aoiiro.com/ . enjoy responsibility!!!!
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Dulu dan Kini
Aku jumpa puisi ni dari blog kawan aku, Asar . Best woo...tp maknanya mendalam gile. Courtesy to Asar. Enjoy responsibility!!!!
Dulu dan Kini…
Dulu,
Hanya member tersemat di hati,
Rokok sebatang boleh dikongsi,
Waktu sengkek pinjam seposen pon jadi,
Susah senang sama dirasai,
Kini,
Ade awek sebagai pengganti,
Member susah dah tak peduli,
Nak pinjam seringgit haram diberi,
Alasan nak dating weekend nanti.
Dulu,
Orang solo dipuji-puji,
Dianggap jujur, tulus dan suci,
Di segenap bibir nama meniti,
Contoh budiman berbudi pekerti.
Kini,
Orang solo dihina dicaci,
Tak pasal-pasal ‘loser’ tercop di dahi,
Tak kira tuduhan homosexual dan anti-sosial lagi,
Ber‘couple’ disanjung walaupon keji.
Dulu,
Gadis pendiam dianggap suci,
Beradab sopan berbudi pekerti,
Keluar rumah jarang sekali,
Tapi berduyun-duyun pinangan menanti,
Kini,
Vogue, classy dan sexy yang dicari,
Socializing skills sudah mesti,
Adab dan sopan ditolak tepi,
Yang penting ada rupa dan juga body,
Dulu,
Yang bertudung boleh bilang ngan jari,
Sekolah agama sedikit sekali,
Tapi jarang ‘dating’ kat tempat sunyi,
Apatah lagi yang ‘kahwin’ tanpa dinikahi.
Kini,
Tudung dan purdah lagi besar dari tudung saji,
Tak kira buju kurung dan jubah lagi,
Tapi hidup dah macam laki bini,
Padahal kursus kahwin pon tak pergi lagi.
Dulu,
Semua punyai hati yang suci,
Ambil kesempatan jauh sekali,
Khianat dan dusta dibenci dikeji,
Apatah lagik tikam belakang member sendiri.
Kini,
Orang sebegini sukar dijumpai,
Yang tikam member takyah dicari,
Dengki dan khianat amalan hari-hari,
Kencing member macam makan nasi,
Kini,
Semua orang berfikiran keji,
Kononnya ikut arus modenisasi,
Yang jujur dan setia dipandang sepi,
Dicop ‘1860’s man living in 21st century’.
Kini,
Persahabatan dah takde erti,
Batas pergaulan ditolak tepi,
Asalkan nafsu dapat dipenuhi,
Ape nak jadi dah tak dipeduli.
Aku pon taktau ape nak jadi…
jugak ayat dari Asar,
Takde tuju secara spesifik kat sesapa pon. So, sesape yang terasa tuh, paham² sendirik aakan
p/s: mamat Asar ni memang genius kalau bab2 menulis camni. Gelak guling2 aku baca blog dia. tp dah lama gile dia tak update....kelakar2. kalau hati tgh emo, leh cool down balik. hahhaha...
Dulu dan Kini…
Dulu,
Hanya member tersemat di hati,
Rokok sebatang boleh dikongsi,
Waktu sengkek pinjam seposen pon jadi,
Susah senang sama dirasai,
Kini,
Ade awek sebagai pengganti,
Member susah dah tak peduli,
Nak pinjam seringgit haram diberi,
Alasan nak dating weekend nanti.
Dulu,
Orang solo dipuji-puji,
Dianggap jujur, tulus dan suci,
Di segenap bibir nama meniti,
Contoh budiman berbudi pekerti.
Kini,
Orang solo dihina dicaci,
Tak pasal-pasal ‘loser’ tercop di dahi,
Tak kira tuduhan homosexual dan anti-sosial lagi,
Ber‘couple’ disanjung walaupon keji.
Dulu,
Gadis pendiam dianggap suci,
Beradab sopan berbudi pekerti,
Keluar rumah jarang sekali,
Tapi berduyun-duyun pinangan menanti,
Kini,
Vogue, classy dan sexy yang dicari,
Socializing skills sudah mesti,
Adab dan sopan ditolak tepi,
Yang penting ada rupa dan juga body,
Dulu,
Yang bertudung boleh bilang ngan jari,
Sekolah agama sedikit sekali,
Tapi jarang ‘dating’ kat tempat sunyi,
Apatah lagi yang ‘kahwin’ tanpa dinikahi.
Kini,
Tudung dan purdah lagi besar dari tudung saji,
Tak kira buju kurung dan jubah lagi,
Tapi hidup dah macam laki bini,
Padahal kursus kahwin pon tak pergi lagi.
Dulu,
Semua punyai hati yang suci,
Ambil kesempatan jauh sekali,
Khianat dan dusta dibenci dikeji,
Apatah lagik tikam belakang member sendiri.
Kini,
Orang sebegini sukar dijumpai,
Yang tikam member takyah dicari,
Dengki dan khianat amalan hari-hari,
Kencing member macam makan nasi,
Kini,
Semua orang berfikiran keji,
Kononnya ikut arus modenisasi,
Yang jujur dan setia dipandang sepi,
Dicop ‘1860’s man living in 21st century’.
Kini,
Persahabatan dah takde erti,
Batas pergaulan ditolak tepi,
Asalkan nafsu dapat dipenuhi,
Ape nak jadi dah tak dipeduli.
Aku pon taktau ape nak jadi…
jugak ayat dari Asar,
Takde tuju secara spesifik kat sesapa pon. So, sesape yang terasa tuh, paham² sendirik aa
p/s: mamat Asar ni memang genius kalau bab2 menulis camni. Gelak guling2 aku baca blog dia. tp dah lama gile dia tak update....kelakar2. kalau hati tgh emo, leh cool down balik. hahhaha...
Ocean and Fairyland
Warning: Entry ini sgt panjang. Sabar dalam membacanya. Sekian, terima kasih.
assalamualaikum....
semalam aku layan H2 buat kali kedua, lepas tu layan Nurse Aoi. best jgk ler even bila tgk Nurse Aoi tu, aku sedikit emo. kesian Satomi. Kureng punye doktor. anyway, waktu aku tgk H2, aku terperasan URL Fansub yang rip and sub kan H2 ni. Studio Oto ni byk jgk project Fansub dia for a small fansub group. tengah2 aku browse tu, tetiba ternampak lah satu carta lagu2 jepun sekarang (ye ke?). aku dgn rakusnya terus klik, aiseh....ada mp3 provided, apa lagi...aku terus la klik dan download 2 lagu; B'z - Ocean and Ayumi Hamasaki - Fairyland .
sajer jer la nak test power internet UTP, dan puas hati la sebab laju jgk download. dalam 20 minute dah dapat dan connection steady jer. tp seriusly, aku suka gile pada dua2 lagu tu. best wooo....entah kenapa, lagu B'z tu some kind menenangkan hati aku. Lagu Ayumi plak buatkan aku rasa lega...cacthy music, nice vocal and sound dia power. Cam lagu B'z tu, intro dia cam Pacchabel Cannon song yang jadik OST My Sassy Girl, tp piano dia, violin dan transition from piano to violin to acoustic guitar and finally to drum and electric guitar sgt best. harmony gilos. plus one MAJOR ADVANTAGES is the vocal. sore vocalist dia memang rock habis.
then, disebabkan aku dah gatal2 membrowse internet semalam, terjumpa satu series Jepun yang cam best. Series ni dibintangi oleh Yamada Takayuki yang dah berlakon dalam few series dan movie yang famous macam H2 (Hiro Kunimi), dan Densha Otoko The Movie (Densha). Tajuk series tu adalah Crying Out, In The Center Of The World @ Sekai No Chuushin De, Ai Wo Sakebu . Drama ni in basic citer psl sorang mamat ni yang tak dapat lupakan kisah cinta dia 17 tahun lepas, masa dia datang melawat high school dia yang akan kena demolish, dia teringat balik la semua memori dgn minah yang dia cintai tu. Drama ni based on novel yang dah terjual sebanyak 3 Juta copies di Jepun. Memang real tear jerker...
Dah puas aku baca synopsis dia, aku mintak la sorang mamat ni carikan series ni sebab dia ni terror bab2 mendownload citer2 ni (dia pandai carik kat website mana boleh download) tp malangnya citer ni hanya ada Sub dalam Spanish. uwaa....kejam siot. Aku kecewa. Akhir2 ni, byk sungguh aku menonton drama dan series dan jugak movie. Yang mana2 aku tak tgk dulu2, macam Prison Break, Nurse Aoi, H2, Phone Booth (movie), semuanya aku layan. Maybe pressure FYP kot tp aku syukur jugak, at least ada something can cure my boredom.
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Harini, aku pergi kelas Corporate Comm, tetiba mood aku baik sgt. Dan bila mood aku elok, mulut aku pun lancar jer berkata2. Memang aku sgt seronok dan enjoy perbincangan dalam kelas tadi, idea yang keluar pun sgt meriah sekali. Mungkin sebab terjumpa awek comel sebelum tu dalam lif nak pergi surau kat Pocket D. comel jugak la...pakai baju pink, jeans, sneakers, dan tudung kaler biru muda. aih...comelnya dia, dah ler dalam lif berdiri sebelah aku jer, tangan aku dekat jer dgn tangan dia. wah...dia quite tinggi jgk utk seorang perempuan (ke aku yang pendek?). aku seperti biasa, lepas kuar lif baru berani aku ushar. Nak mampus ushar dalam lif, muka dia dekat bahu aku jer...karang tercium mampus kena balun. lagi pulak, dia sorang jer perempuan dalam lif tu, aku dgn kengkawan aku 4 orang. karang dituduh merogol plak.
dan dalam kelas, main ushar2 awek freehair yang kengkunun seksi. Tetiba aku berani ushar lama2. pandang memang tak lepas la...setiap inci muka dia aku explore. Last2 aku jadik serba salah....tersedar yang muka aku ni buruk, karang kena cop gile seks plak. hahahha....
yang spoilkan sikit nya, aku borak2 dgn Narulle pasal apa yang aku mimpi aritu. Aku mimpi jumpa 'dia', aku duk borak dgn dia depan2 tp balak dia ada jer sebelah dia tp aku ignore jer. aku bangun jer, aku tahu semua tu mimpi semata, sebab dia dah hak milik orang lain. Aku nak citer kat Narulle dah lama tp terlupa, baru tadi aku teringat. Dan Narulle sendiri pun tetiba bukak citer2 lama yang pernah kami borak sebelum2 ni. Macam mana 'dia' boleh berubah jadi manusia yang aku tak pernah jangka dia akan jadi, manusia yang bebas sebebasnya. Aku tahu aku takder hak nak salahkan dia 100% tp kenapa dia mesti berubah dan balak dia pun gi layan dia yang camtu.
Macam lah tatau yang perempuan ni kalau in deep shit of love boleh kasik apa saja especially kalau orang yang dia suka tu pernah rijek dia. IF she really mad to you, she will do anything to get you, which i called that as OBSESSION. fucking obsession yang telah buatkan dia blah dari hidup aku. tapi tetiba keluar dari mulut aku,
"Aku tak pernah ubah dia bila dia dgn aku. aku suka dia yang dulu. dia yang baik, concern, mesra dan warak. Mungkinlah aku ni setan tp aku tak pernah nak ambil kesempatan atas diri dia".
Narulle angguk jer. Narulle then sambung,
"Aku tak suka dapat barang second hand. Yer la, itu baru couple, bukan konfirm jadi laki bini, dah main pegang2. aku tak kisah sgt pegang tangan, tp rangkul2 pinggang dgn kes cium2 tu, aku memang tak suka. Pasal tu aku suka 'No. 2' (seorang perempuan yang sgt comel yang innocent), dia masih suci. hahahha."
aku yang dgr tu terus angguk. Betul jgk tu, apa kelas barang second hand. Tapi tu la...hati aku dilanda balada sepi bila saja aku sebut psl dia. sedih doo tgk orang yang ko pernah suka rosak dek kerana gilakan orang lain. kalau jadi lebih dari tu pun, aku percaya. Dunia sekarang memang total screwed up. Susah untuk kita katakan yang mustahil tu tak mungkin jadi, anything, anywhere, anyone can screwed up. Aku cuma harap yang dia tak jadi lebih teruk dari apa yang dah jadi sekarang. aku nak tegur2 pun bukan hak aku, dia pun dah jauhkan diri dari aku, mungkin sebab takut balak dia jeles. takper la....ko tetap kawan aku, even aku antor SMS tak pernah ko balas, even aku miscall ko tak pernah balas balik. aku just nak kawan dgn ko jer.......macam dulu2. tapi since ko pun dah jauh dari aku, takper la....
cuma, kalau ko rasa ko perlukan pertolongan aku....ko cariklah aku. aku tolonglah mana2 yang aku boleh tolong. mungkin juga saki baki cinta dalam hati aku ni ada lagi, tapi aku tahu yang cinta dalam hati aku ni tak mungkin mekar kembali di laman hati ko. aku just doakan ko kahwin cepat2 lah, jgn teruskan maksiat byk2.
lastly, "Selamat Berbahgia kepada Ida_CS or Ida Che Seliman" Utk perkahwinan yang akan berlangsung 29/2 ni. tetiba jer tadi dapat message kat YM menjemput ke majlis kahwin Ida_CS. selamat2 kahwin.....
assalamualaikum....
semalam aku layan H2 buat kali kedua, lepas tu layan Nurse Aoi. best jgk ler even bila tgk Nurse Aoi tu, aku sedikit emo. kesian Satomi. Kureng punye doktor. anyway, waktu aku tgk H2, aku terperasan URL Fansub yang rip and sub kan H2 ni. Studio Oto ni byk jgk project Fansub dia for a small fansub group. tengah2 aku browse tu, tetiba ternampak lah satu carta lagu2 jepun sekarang (ye ke?). aku dgn rakusnya terus klik, aiseh....ada mp3 provided, apa lagi...aku terus la klik dan download 2 lagu; B'z - Ocean and Ayumi Hamasaki - Fairyland .
sajer jer la nak test power internet UTP, dan puas hati la sebab laju jgk download. dalam 20 minute dah dapat dan connection steady jer. tp seriusly, aku suka gile pada dua2 lagu tu. best wooo....entah kenapa, lagu B'z tu some kind menenangkan hati aku. Lagu Ayumi plak buatkan aku rasa lega...cacthy music, nice vocal and sound dia power. Cam lagu B'z tu, intro dia cam Pacchabel Cannon song yang jadik OST My Sassy Girl, tp piano dia, violin dan transition from piano to violin to acoustic guitar and finally to drum and electric guitar sgt best. harmony gilos. plus one MAJOR ADVANTAGES is the vocal. sore vocalist dia memang rock habis.
then, disebabkan aku dah gatal2 membrowse internet semalam, terjumpa satu series Jepun yang cam best. Series ni dibintangi oleh Yamada Takayuki yang dah berlakon dalam few series dan movie yang famous macam H2 (Hiro Kunimi), dan Densha Otoko The Movie (Densha). Tajuk series tu adalah Crying Out, In The Center Of The World @ Sekai No Chuushin De, Ai Wo Sakebu . Drama ni in basic citer psl sorang mamat ni yang tak dapat lupakan kisah cinta dia 17 tahun lepas, masa dia datang melawat high school dia yang akan kena demolish, dia teringat balik la semua memori dgn minah yang dia cintai tu. Drama ni based on novel yang dah terjual sebanyak 3 Juta copies di Jepun. Memang real tear jerker...
Dah puas aku baca synopsis dia, aku mintak la sorang mamat ni carikan series ni sebab dia ni terror bab2 mendownload citer2 ni (dia pandai carik kat website mana boleh download) tp malangnya citer ni hanya ada Sub dalam Spanish. uwaa....kejam siot. Aku kecewa. Akhir2 ni, byk sungguh aku menonton drama dan series dan jugak movie. Yang mana2 aku tak tgk dulu2, macam Prison Break, Nurse Aoi, H2, Phone Booth (movie), semuanya aku layan. Maybe pressure FYP kot tp aku syukur jugak, at least ada something can cure my boredom.
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Harini, aku pergi kelas Corporate Comm, tetiba mood aku baik sgt. Dan bila mood aku elok, mulut aku pun lancar jer berkata2. Memang aku sgt seronok dan enjoy perbincangan dalam kelas tadi, idea yang keluar pun sgt meriah sekali. Mungkin sebab terjumpa awek comel sebelum tu dalam lif nak pergi surau kat Pocket D. comel jugak la...pakai baju pink, jeans, sneakers, dan tudung kaler biru muda. aih...comelnya dia, dah ler dalam lif berdiri sebelah aku jer, tangan aku dekat jer dgn tangan dia. wah...dia quite tinggi jgk utk seorang perempuan (ke aku yang pendek?). aku seperti biasa, lepas kuar lif baru berani aku ushar. Nak mampus ushar dalam lif, muka dia dekat bahu aku jer...karang tercium mampus kena balun. lagi pulak, dia sorang jer perempuan dalam lif tu, aku dgn kengkawan aku 4 orang. karang dituduh merogol plak.
dan dalam kelas, main ushar2 awek freehair yang kengkunun seksi. Tetiba aku berani ushar lama2. pandang memang tak lepas la...setiap inci muka dia aku explore. Last2 aku jadik serba salah....tersedar yang muka aku ni buruk, karang kena cop gile seks plak. hahahha....
yang spoilkan sikit nya, aku borak2 dgn Narulle pasal apa yang aku mimpi aritu. Aku mimpi jumpa 'dia', aku duk borak dgn dia depan2 tp balak dia ada jer sebelah dia tp aku ignore jer. aku bangun jer, aku tahu semua tu mimpi semata, sebab dia dah hak milik orang lain. Aku nak citer kat Narulle dah lama tp terlupa, baru tadi aku teringat. Dan Narulle sendiri pun tetiba bukak citer2 lama yang pernah kami borak sebelum2 ni. Macam mana 'dia' boleh berubah jadi manusia yang aku tak pernah jangka dia akan jadi, manusia yang bebas sebebasnya. Aku tahu aku takder hak nak salahkan dia 100% tp kenapa dia mesti berubah dan balak dia pun gi layan dia yang camtu.
Macam lah tatau yang perempuan ni kalau in deep shit of love boleh kasik apa saja especially kalau orang yang dia suka tu pernah rijek dia. IF she really mad to you, she will do anything to get you, which i called that as OBSESSION. fucking obsession yang telah buatkan dia blah dari hidup aku. tapi tetiba keluar dari mulut aku,
"Aku tak pernah ubah dia bila dia dgn aku. aku suka dia yang dulu. dia yang baik, concern, mesra dan warak. Mungkinlah aku ni setan tp aku tak pernah nak ambil kesempatan atas diri dia".
Narulle angguk jer. Narulle then sambung,
"Aku tak suka dapat barang second hand. Yer la, itu baru couple, bukan konfirm jadi laki bini, dah main pegang2. aku tak kisah sgt pegang tangan, tp rangkul2 pinggang dgn kes cium2 tu, aku memang tak suka. Pasal tu aku suka 'No. 2' (seorang perempuan yang sgt comel yang innocent), dia masih suci. hahahha."
aku yang dgr tu terus angguk. Betul jgk tu, apa kelas barang second hand. Tapi tu la...hati aku dilanda balada sepi bila saja aku sebut psl dia. sedih doo tgk orang yang ko pernah suka rosak dek kerana gilakan orang lain. kalau jadi lebih dari tu pun, aku percaya. Dunia sekarang memang total screwed up. Susah untuk kita katakan yang mustahil tu tak mungkin jadi, anything, anywhere, anyone can screwed up. Aku cuma harap yang dia tak jadi lebih teruk dari apa yang dah jadi sekarang. aku nak tegur2 pun bukan hak aku, dia pun dah jauhkan diri dari aku, mungkin sebab takut balak dia jeles. takper la....ko tetap kawan aku, even aku antor SMS tak pernah ko balas, even aku miscall ko tak pernah balas balik. aku just nak kawan dgn ko jer.......macam dulu2. tapi since ko pun dah jauh dari aku, takper la....
cuma, kalau ko rasa ko perlukan pertolongan aku....ko cariklah aku. aku tolonglah mana2 yang aku boleh tolong. mungkin juga saki baki cinta dalam hati aku ni ada lagi, tapi aku tahu yang cinta dalam hati aku ni tak mungkin mekar kembali di laman hati ko. aku just doakan ko kahwin cepat2 lah, jgn teruskan maksiat byk2.
lastly, "Selamat Berbahgia kepada Ida_CS or Ida Che Seliman" Utk perkahwinan yang akan berlangsung 29/2 ni. tetiba jer tadi dapat message kat YM menjemput ke majlis kahwin Ida_CS. selamat2 kahwin.....
Monday, February 20, 2006
Entry Bahasa Melayu
Assalamualaikum...
wah...dah lama tak menulis dalam BM. tapi aku rasa ok jer kot aku tulis dalam BM sebab aku rasa aku normal jer menggunakan kedua2 bahasa, samada bahasa melayu atau bahasa inggeris. idea camne tercetus nya nak pos dalam bahasa melayu ni? aku baca blog vincent td. sekali ushar2 arkib blog dia, ternampak la kempen blog dalam bahasa melayu. macam seronok utk dicuba. hahaha...
kali ni nak citer psl satu isu yang agak menarik jgk la. tadi aku baru tgk layan H2, citer jepun pasal bola lisut (baseball). seperti biasa, aku terpengaruh dgn encik snubby sebab encik snubby cakap awek dalam tu comel gile. yer...siapa lagi kalau bukan satomi ishihara. secara keseluruhan, citer tu menarik jugaklah, boleh diberikan pujian sebab mmg bersemangat gile aku menonton td. bayangkan lah...muzik pembukaan dia pun dah buatkan aku rasa berkobar2, apatah lagi melayan dgn lebih lanjut.
tapi satomi sikit gemuk la dalam citer tu. aku tgk betis dia, mak aih...besar siot betis minah tu. apapun, bila dia buat muka tak paham ataupun senyum, mak aih....cair dowh. serius..tak tipu. kalau korang tak caya, cuba cari dekat www.jdorama.com . carik la pasal H2, mesti korang pun nak layan la citer tu. serius seronok sgt aku tonton td. seperti biasa, aku menghabiskan dalam masa 2 hari jer. 11 episod. tp puas gile, rasa nak gigit2 jer satomi tu. comel sgt. geram2. hahahaha.
citer dia agak bagus la, memberi semangat jugak mengajar supaya jgn cemburu tak tentu psl. aku serius hormat kat Hiro sebab dia ni jenis jaga kawan. yer la..kadang2 terlajak jgk tp aku rasa Hikari yang banyak cari pasal dan babitkan Hiro dalam masalah dia dgn Hideo. Awek pengurus kelab bola lisut (baseball) sekolah Hideo tu pun comel jgk. hahaha. ok2, berbalik pada persoalan tadi, tp tak sangka bola lisut (baseball) ni mmg gile punya popular dekat Jepun. tak hairan la Jepun menang Pingat Emas Olimpik untuk Bola Lisut sebab derang mmg power.
Utk budak sekolah tinggi (high school) pun derang dah kasi main kat stadium sikit punya besar, padanlah mutu sukan derang bagus. apapun, buat mereka yang sangap dan tak layan lagi citer H2 ni, baik korang layan. serius, aku gerenti tak menyesal layan benda ni. memang masyuk habis la....terutamanya dgn Satomi yang comel sgt tu. geram aku tgk dia buat muka tak paham....comel nyer~~~~~~~
footnote: best doo layan citer jepun, tak macam citer korea, stereotaip citer melodrama. kememeh sial citer korea. padanlah orang perempuan suka sgt citer korea, sebab suka nangis. hahahahha.....
wah...dah lama tak menulis dalam BM. tapi aku rasa ok jer kot aku tulis dalam BM sebab aku rasa aku normal jer menggunakan kedua2 bahasa, samada bahasa melayu atau bahasa inggeris. idea camne tercetus nya nak pos dalam bahasa melayu ni? aku baca blog vincent td. sekali ushar2 arkib blog dia, ternampak la kempen blog dalam bahasa melayu. macam seronok utk dicuba. hahaha...
kali ni nak citer psl satu isu yang agak menarik jgk la. tadi aku baru tgk layan H2, citer jepun pasal bola lisut (baseball). seperti biasa, aku terpengaruh dgn encik snubby sebab encik snubby cakap awek dalam tu comel gile. yer...siapa lagi kalau bukan satomi ishihara. secara keseluruhan, citer tu menarik jugaklah, boleh diberikan pujian sebab mmg bersemangat gile aku menonton td. bayangkan lah...muzik pembukaan dia pun dah buatkan aku rasa berkobar2, apatah lagi melayan dgn lebih lanjut.
tapi satomi sikit gemuk la dalam citer tu. aku tgk betis dia, mak aih...besar siot betis minah tu. apapun, bila dia buat muka tak paham ataupun senyum, mak aih....cair dowh. serius..tak tipu. kalau korang tak caya, cuba cari dekat www.jdorama.com . carik la pasal H2, mesti korang pun nak layan la citer tu. serius seronok sgt aku tonton td. seperti biasa, aku menghabiskan dalam masa 2 hari jer. 11 episod. tp puas gile, rasa nak gigit2 jer satomi tu. comel sgt. geram2. hahahaha.
citer dia agak bagus la, memberi semangat jugak mengajar supaya jgn cemburu tak tentu psl. aku serius hormat kat Hiro sebab dia ni jenis jaga kawan. yer la..kadang2 terlajak jgk tp aku rasa Hikari yang banyak cari pasal dan babitkan Hiro dalam masalah dia dgn Hideo. Awek pengurus kelab bola lisut (baseball) sekolah Hideo tu pun comel jgk. hahaha. ok2, berbalik pada persoalan tadi, tp tak sangka bola lisut (baseball) ni mmg gile punya popular dekat Jepun. tak hairan la Jepun menang Pingat Emas Olimpik untuk Bola Lisut sebab derang mmg power.
Utk budak sekolah tinggi (high school) pun derang dah kasi main kat stadium sikit punya besar, padanlah mutu sukan derang bagus. apapun, buat mereka yang sangap dan tak layan lagi citer H2 ni, baik korang layan. serius, aku gerenti tak menyesal layan benda ni. memang masyuk habis la....terutamanya dgn Satomi yang comel sgt tu. geram aku tgk dia buat muka tak paham....comel nyer~~~~~~~
footnote: best doo layan citer jepun, tak macam citer korea, stereotaip citer melodrama. kememeh sial citer korea. padanlah orang perempuan suka sgt citer korea, sebab suka nangis. hahahahha.....
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Inconsistent Me
Hello all....
another new entry...enjoy!!!
Yesterday, I been chatting with someone I really hate. For god sake, I really hate her. Yet, through the conversation something really triggers me to chat longer with her. Maybe the anime or j-things (Japanese things) that trigger me but at that moment, I can feel that she actually soften up her heart to talk to me. And seriously, I’m really moved.
another new entry...enjoy!!!
Yesterday, I been chatting with someone I really hate. For god sake, I really hate her. Yet, through the conversation something really triggers me to chat longer with her. Maybe the anime or j-things (Japanese things) that trigger me but at that moment, I can feel that she actually soften up her heart to talk to me. And seriously, I’m really moved.
One of my friend asking, why you’re just too inconsistent. I said to him, I even dunno myself. It’s just one thing I can’t comprehend about myself. I think, I really live by instinct. If I really want to do something with all my heart on those things, nothing can’t stop me. If I think of reconsidering that, I most probably do ad hoc decision which can leave everybody in awe because they never taught the stupidity of mine who can make such bad decision.
Forgive me for who I’m. I know it’s a bit hard to accept me. Maybe someday, I will try change myself. To be a more consistent person……Amen.
Saturday, February 18, 2006
Inspiration
I want to write this so bad but the internet s so damn …..ah, cannot expressing it with word. Anyway, here I am, with new update.
I realize most of my material written in here reflecting about what I feel about something/some issues more than about myself. Hahaha…weird me.
Ok. In life, we feel that we doing nothing, giving impact to people around us, and even some of us,
“ala…kalau aku takder, korang bukan ingat kat aku pun.”
It’s also my thought long time ago, after one incident whereby I really feel that someone is reading my thought, someone is listening to my whining and take it seriously. And without I realize, someone do change after reading my crappy thought.
That incident happened when I decide to stop writing in Grapevine, UTP’s intranet forum. Then somebody private message me at MIRC. she do know me and I didn’t know her. She asking me if I can keep writing cause she said that my writing is so bold and lovely. Erk….I must be shocked. She said that my advice is brilliant whereby she can overcome the problem she have and take her life more seriously.
Wow…I never thought that crap I write for the sake of expressing myself become something so important to others. I never thought that people will take my advice as serious thing. I really….ah, I feel marvelous. I have done something to help others. At that moment, I realize that people have their advantages and I think what I have done with my writing help me moved others people heart. Even when you feel that nothing in you that can make others impressed, there always something that make others admire you. In my case, it’s my writing. It had been an honor for me to write this, complementing all the readers who take my writing seriously.
I realize most of my material written in here reflecting about what I feel about something/some issues more than about myself. Hahaha…weird me.
Ok. In life, we feel that we doing nothing, giving impact to people around us, and even some of us,
“ala…kalau aku takder, korang bukan ingat kat aku pun.”
It’s also my thought long time ago, after one incident whereby I really feel that someone is reading my thought, someone is listening to my whining and take it seriously. And without I realize, someone do change after reading my crappy thought.
That incident happened when I decide to stop writing in Grapevine, UTP’s intranet forum. Then somebody private message me at MIRC. she do know me and I didn’t know her. She asking me if I can keep writing cause she said that my writing is so bold and lovely. Erk….I must be shocked. She said that my advice is brilliant whereby she can overcome the problem she have and take her life more seriously.
Wow…I never thought that crap I write for the sake of expressing myself become something so important to others. I never thought that people will take my advice as serious thing. I really….ah, I feel marvelous. I have done something to help others. At that moment, I realize that people have their advantages and I think what I have done with my writing help me moved others people heart. Even when you feel that nothing in you that can make others impressed, there always something that make others admire you. In my case, it’s my writing. It had been an honor for me to write this, complementing all the readers who take my writing seriously.
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Guys Secret
99 Guys Secret that girls should know
1. Guys don't actually go after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys hate flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking or smoking!
13. Guys cry!!!
14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh... never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys' weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt,he won't be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"
59. Guys don't really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "lost" too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance,give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boyfriend loves you more than your boy best friend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!(whoh hoo hoo )
97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships
What say you?
Most of the items are really describe me. some of them don't. in general, it's really describe how the guy's world down here.
footnote: just give him time and you'll understand him.
1. Guys don't actually go after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys hate flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking or smoking!
13. Guys cry!!!
14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh... never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys' weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt,he won't be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"
59. Guys don't really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "lost" too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance,give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boyfriend loves you more than your boy best friend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!(whoh hoo hoo )
97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships
What say you?
Most of the items are really describe me. some of them don't. in general, it's really describe how the guy's world down here.
footnote: just give him time and you'll understand him.
Thursday, February 02, 2006
Happy Birthday Nurul Aziah
assalamualaikum...
this is a very short entry. Just want to say...
Happy Birthday Nurul Aziah a.k.a Thania.....
Have a blessed year and stay cheerful as always.
Please don't ask why i do this cause i also dunno why i do this thing....well, it's safe to say that. *grin*
this is a very short entry. Just want to say...
Happy Birthday Nurul Aziah a.k.a Thania.....
Have a blessed year and stay cheerful as always.
Please don't ask why i do this cause i also dunno why i do this thing....well, it's safe to say that. *grin*
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Being Perfect
assalamualaikum...
i'm in mellow mood tonight. Sambil-sambil dengar lagu Audioslave - Like A Stone and Keane - Everybody's Changing, tetiba datang ilham untuk menulis di blog ni.
It's about being a man. Ada orang cakap, men shouldn't cry, men shouldn't sulking, men should be matured, men should be gentlemen and so many requirement. Kekadang terfikir jugak, it's hard to be such a men while making lots of money. While women judging men should be like that or like this, women hardly can accept that WE (in this term refering to MEN) also want you to be something in our mind, yes...being perfect. But you know what, MEN just cannot win arguing over WOMEN. they will start to ask US to accept them as they are, to accept that they are not PERFECT while in the same moment, they are asking US to be perfect.
It's not only happen in balak-awek relationship but also in children-parent relationship. Sometimes when the babbling is over the limit and REMEMBER, your children also HUMAN BEING for GOD SAKE. They have feeling and limitation but parent seems cannot accept that THEIR CHILDREN have so many handicaped either in behaviour or physical. But as a CHILDREN, either we like it or not, THEY are our parent. We change for them, but parent even they stumble or making their children life in jeopardy, they just always said,
"Inilah mak ajar kamu takmo dengar.."..yes, THEY blame us for their mistake.
Sometimes in life as a children to my mom and dad, i wish that i never born in this world cause everytime i screwed up (even small things), they will start comparing me to all my friend. one moment i remember when i burst out my anger to my mom,
"i wish i never be your son cause you seems never liking me, like i'm not your child. why don't you kill me instead of raising me?"
yes i know i will get one-way express ticket to hell for saying that, but hell i care. people with superior position always taught that they never screwed up, and for that reason, why they tend to get blind of what their small subordinate feel. they been there before, at our place and yet they forget how it's feel to be a small subordinate which don't have any power to say anything.
being a parent doesn't make you GOD, cause GOD never screwed up. parent just cannot accept they sometimes screwed up, same to women who want perfect men eventhough she so damn not perfect. maybe that's why most successful carrier women hardly get married, they just way too demanding or normal men just afraid to try their luck because of the power they have. who doesn't? we're talking about richy and powerful women here...it's started to sound like she is the WONDER WOMAN or some cool woman superhero. ouch...i must be bruising someone heart/ego.
footnote: i'm just a never be perfect child who trying to be so called decent man. prince charming? it's safe to say that's just not my style.
i'm in mellow mood tonight. Sambil-sambil dengar lagu Audioslave - Like A Stone and Keane - Everybody's Changing, tetiba datang ilham untuk menulis di blog ni.
It's about being a man. Ada orang cakap, men shouldn't cry, men shouldn't sulking, men should be matured, men should be gentlemen and so many requirement. Kekadang terfikir jugak, it's hard to be such a men while making lots of money. While women judging men should be like that or like this, women hardly can accept that WE (in this term refering to MEN) also want you to be something in our mind, yes...being perfect. But you know what, MEN just cannot win arguing over WOMEN. they will start to ask US to accept them as they are, to accept that they are not PERFECT while in the same moment, they are asking US to be perfect.
It's not only happen in balak-awek relationship but also in children-parent relationship. Sometimes when the babbling is over the limit and REMEMBER, your children also HUMAN BEING for GOD SAKE. They have feeling and limitation but parent seems cannot accept that THEIR CHILDREN have so many handicaped either in behaviour or physical. But as a CHILDREN, either we like it or not, THEY are our parent. We change for them, but parent even they stumble or making their children life in jeopardy, they just always said,
"Inilah mak ajar kamu takmo dengar.."..yes, THEY blame us for their mistake.
Sometimes in life as a children to my mom and dad, i wish that i never born in this world cause everytime i screwed up (even small things), they will start comparing me to all my friend. one moment i remember when i burst out my anger to my mom,
"i wish i never be your son cause you seems never liking me, like i'm not your child. why don't you kill me instead of raising me?"
yes i know i will get one-way express ticket to hell for saying that, but hell i care. people with superior position always taught that they never screwed up, and for that reason, why they tend to get blind of what their small subordinate feel. they been there before, at our place and yet they forget how it's feel to be a small subordinate which don't have any power to say anything.
being a parent doesn't make you GOD, cause GOD never screwed up. parent just cannot accept they sometimes screwed up, same to women who want perfect men eventhough she so damn not perfect. maybe that's why most successful carrier women hardly get married, they just way too demanding or normal men just afraid to try their luck because of the power they have. who doesn't? we're talking about richy and powerful women here...it's started to sound like she is the WONDER WOMAN or some cool woman superhero. ouch...i must be bruising someone heart/ego.
footnote: i'm just a never be perfect child who trying to be so called decent man. prince charming? it's safe to say that's just not my style.
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