Inspiration

I want to write this so bad but the internet s so damn …..ah, cannot expressing it with word. Anyway, here I am, with new update.

I realize most of my material written in here reflecting about what I feel about something/some issues more than about myself. Hahaha…weird me.

Ok. In life, we feel that we doing nothing, giving impact to people around us, and even some of us,

“ala…kalau aku takder, korang bukan ingat kat aku pun.”

It’s also my thought long time ago, after one incident whereby I really feel that someone is reading my thought, someone is listening to my whining and take it seriously. And without I realize, someone do change after reading my crappy thought.

That incident happened when I decide to stop writing in Grapevine, UTP’s intranet forum. Then somebody private message me at MIRC. she do know me and I didn’t know her. She asking me if I can keep writing cause she said that my writing is so bold and lovely. Erk….I must be shocked. She said that my advice is brilliant whereby she can overcome the problem she have and take her life more seriously.

Wow…I never thought that crap I write for the sake of expressing myself become something so important to others. I never thought that people will take my advice as serious thing. I really….ah, I feel marvelous. I have done something to help others. At that moment, I realize that people have their advantages and I think what I have done with my writing help me moved others people heart. Even when you feel that nothing in you that can make others impressed, there always something that make others admire you. In my case, it’s my writing. It had been an honor for me to write this, complementing all the readers who take my writing seriously.