ha...last night after calling her, i feel so calm + happy. what a great feeling. she so nice, she so funny, she so sporting, she so cute....but lots of thing need to be done. Lots of thing need to be considered, lots of thing need to be explored but i feel so release when i'm able to talk to her.....i dunno where the courage came from since i'm not a guy that have enough courage to talk to a girl like what i done last night. maybe my desire is exceeding my feeling so even with my heart filling with nervousness (ada ker word ni?), i manage to talk to her...and supprissingly, i'm able to make good jokes and she laugh at my jokes.
now, i'm happy....maybe it's too far from my objective but i'm going to be a positive guy. i believe i can fly....i believe i can achieve the sky...love ya my dear. love ya my dear. love ya my dear. hope everything is run smoothly and i pray to God to give me her.....to put her in my sad, dull heart, to cherish back my day, to make me have a complete smile, to make me love myself more than i ever did before....
i'm happy now............ :)
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
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hahahaha... bagus arr kalu ko dh happy... coz mmg obvious arr ko down aritu... ngan orang lain bleh arr ko nk sorok tp ngan aku.. susah arr sbb bukan sehari dua aku kenal ko... dh dekat 4 tahun...hahahahha.. anyway bout that girl.. just be patient.. maybe its too early to predict the outcome... just want to wish good luck... tp aku ttp x pueh hati.. naper ko jiwang sangat.. aku terasa geli ar... hahahahahah aku just nk cakap... girl yg ko minat tu memang cute tp secute *&^%$ akunya... hahahaha.. definasi cute dlm hidup aku ialah &^%$!.. x kisah arr kalu x dpt dia... at least aku dpt definasi cute.. hahahah
its good seing all my fren happy..wow dueng jiwang2..haha marvellous gitu..hihih..keep up good work on her..slow and steady..pesan aku..girl xsuke rush2
tak suke rush?? hrm...ada betulnya. tp tu perkara minggu lepas. perkara minggu ni dah lain dah. lepas big incident, everything seem dull now. but i'm ok since she need more time to consider a serious relationship. but seriously, i hate to wait too long. why waiting for something that will never be sure for you? rite? so, i give her an ample time (i think) for her to consider this relationship before i move on to another step.
if no respond, she just remain my frenz. not saying that i'm a playboy but i just want to be realistic with life. especially when you can see the bad prospect in the unbalanced relationship like this. so why wait? wait until certain extent and move on with someone new if that way more valuable for you...you'll got a good output.
just now, just keep trying with this gurl and see how the progress. if negative, i'll move on. maybe stay as single is better. but i'm already 21...future is chasing after me. hate myself when i realize that. not because i'm not getting any girlfrenz yet but the fact that i'm growing older. ah...don't want to grow older. but it's can't be help.......it's such a pathetic imagination...
Ak ennaa.....Narul..jgn marah orang jiwang2 weh..suke ati la..ko tu jiwang2 kat blog gak..wakaka...jagn mara..Dueng,..rilek2...apa2 pon,..kitorang ada je..member2 tolong sama sendri kan?..Peace!!
if u think it is not worth waiting for her..just leave it before it may rip ur heart with the decision..i mean u could feel yourself rite if the girl is really into you or not just by predicting her action..for me..there are 2 means which could represent the words - gimme sometimes to think..either no.1..she really keliru..or no.2 she doesn't has perfect words to say 'no' to you..thats all..(my opinion since i'm girl too rite..)
awwww..he's in love..:D how sweet. heheh.go with the flow eh..try to win her heart back. she will come to you if u both are meant together. if not, u deserve someone better. hehe.
meh...byk komen neh. anyway, tq for all the comment and support. ala...dah takder jodoh lgpun girl tu trauma lagi dgn kisah silam. biarkan jer lah...i find other gurl. wei narulle, ada bdak perempuan baru masuk kat opis aku. cun siot. mari la lawat opis aku neeh..bleh kenal dgn awek cun banget tu.
amoi cute dgn akak comey. mari, mari, mari. muehehe. *evil mode*
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