hola..
i'm gone too long. gone with the wind; praying the wind might swept away all the hardness, sadness occupying me. Nah..too good to be true.
So, today i'm on leave. Emergency leave since i'm not planning anything for this leave. just wake up this morning and feel like not having any energy left. I'm damn tired. it been a very tiring weekend with migration for procurement department and furniture installation for tower 2. not to mention, this weekend will be L24 migration. it's gonna be hectic and tight schedule. GOD, grant me some strength.
It's been a very colourful month whereby lots of things happened. some big incident blown and i bare with it. almost make me insane, the pain just unbearable. it's ok. things had happened, nothing i could do bout it. it's just future of some relationship still in twilight zone. some gone together with pain. i wish i could make the right decision (read: win-win decision) but i'm just too reluctant to make it. i'm sorry for making your life difficult. i'm sorry i can't be the person who can make the right decision. i'm sorry for not be able to be forever with you. i wish i could...
ok, enough with personal ranting. i get lots of work load, sometimes i feel i'm such a tired seeding. too many things to handle. everyday promise new experience, granting lot of meeting with new faces. eventhough it's fuckin tiring, it's good to meet people. i love to work with people. sometimes some people can be such a pain in the arse, but it's good. some people get mad for my love-to-argue personality and not to mention, love-to-tease personality. i love teasing people. i love provoking people. i love to see their reaction. it's kinda fun. of course i knew the boundary. pedagogically, people are different. some could accept lots of offensive jokes, some couldn't. some don't mind to be teased, some give a damn bout what you tease, some couldn't accept any tease.
i want to start new everyday. fresh attitude everyday. i want to cheer up. i want to have fun. i want to have a happy life.
p/s: sorry for twilight zone post. not in the mood of telling much.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
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note: aku curik furniture carigali, kasik kat custodian pmu. hehe.
hmm.. everytime i read ur post about work..
its alwaz be about moving or transfering >:)
p.s. good day, good day +)
sayuti: nanti aku report sama FMSU. hahaha.
raja: part of my job dear. i handle 3 scheduled migration and few more ad hoc migration. if you come here at PCSB, you know how carigali changes. btw, this office space optimization project aim for carigali expansion. until new tower finished, we will always moving around PETT. yet there are some party who want to disband my department. maybe they think they can handle this migration exercise on their own. :P
this weekend, i'm gonna working. after this, a bit relax, no more migration until february but lots of admin works pending. *sigh*
but i'm happy to occupy my time with work. somehow it's make me alive. :P
aku dah kawtim dengan senior exec dia la. kot nak report gak, kem salam skali... hehe
p/s: apsal kuar komen anonymous lak kat atas tu. huhu.
hahaha.dah kawtim tak dapat la nak report. kesian jgk tgk derang keja. every weekend pun keja.
hrm...tatau la sayut. aku baru jer migrate from old blogger to new blogger (BETA). mungkin ada problem sikit kot. :P
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