Thursday, August 14, 2008

I was...

a light hearted, cheeky and a bit "non-filtered' mouth persona.

Now, i'm a bitter, still cheeky, pessimist, foul mouth, introvert asshole. Life robbed me!

So I said la.

I hate it when people keep asking those fucking typical question:

"Kenapa ko takder awek? Ko gay ke?"

That's and big L stamp on my head.

Why is it such a bother to some people that I don't lingering around with girl?

Why is it such a bother that I prefer to stay at home watching japanese drama than dating?

Why is it such a bother that I refuse to pick up call/sms during weekend?

Why is it such a bother that I hanging out with my male friends?

Why is it such a bother that I going back home from work alone?

Go fuck yourself for fuck sake!

I'm an introvert character, I spent my time at home during weekend more than a mother of 3, I love Japanese drama, I hate dating, I hate going out during weekend, and I love my home.

I found it so difficult for some people especially women to accept that i socialize more with my computer than i socialize with people. I choose people i hanging out with even so, i just could find any reason to turn any invitation from those familiar people. I don't have explanation for that and i don't have to explain it to you.

i hate it when i need to explain myself. Can people just trust me without asking much? Just assume i have my own reason or you could shove your mind that i'm an introvert asshole if that's make you happy.

I wish i could find women like my older sister which trust me without asking much, which could advice me without yelling/shouting, which could get mad at me but hardly saying anything which make me crying of guilt, which love me for bits of good and bad, which i never call her yet still warm up to me everytime i call her asking for help, which i never think twice to do her a favor. for such fine woman, i would sell my soul to get her.

Just stop asking so much question and just trust me. is that so difficult?

Go fuck yourself and stop asking me such question! FUCK!

p/s: i'm furious. i'm tired. i'm a bother.

3 comments:

s.c.h.u.l.t said...

our people love to 'jaga tepi kain org', kain sndrik koyak tamo jahit!~~ hehe

Anonymous said...

yea tell me abt it, i m ---this close--- to be gay or bi or whateva.

hahahahahaha

well im sorry that i fancy my gfs more than my bfs.


pfft!


p.s. BLER NAK HANG OUT SIOT. now i know WHAT wins priority AGAINST... me. >.>

dueng said...

syud: welcome dear, wah..finally see you here. yurp, what to do, memang orang kita begitu. :)

raje: LOL. now i know WHO wins priority against me. :P. hahahaha. i dunt mind bila2 pun nak hanging out, just text me to let me know when and where. i'm almost flexible. hahaha. for you, i will push aside my things. :)