Elevation - Big Words for Bigger Jerks

Ever wonder when you sit still and do some thinking (read:daydreaming), few big words popped up to your mind? 

My big word for today is "Elevation". Roughly my understanding to it; raising upward. To bring myself up.

I always come across big words i.e: which pronunciation of 4 or more syllables, in my mind every now and then. Words like:

Consumerism

Delusional

Anticipation

Appreciation

Conservative

Contemporary

Practicality

Self-explanatory

Immorality

Big words for bigger jerks. That's how i feel. It's just when you write it so eloquence (another big words), you intend others to take more time to understand it for people who have limited vocabulary and need to type "define:" at Google just to make sense of the whole bunch of sling of bullshit that you throw OR you just mere show off. Even so, i still writing it using big words (at least for me) maybe in those sense OR rather i told the lie to myself; "this is how i want people to perceive me, i'm full of mystery". 

Am I now sound that i'm a bigger jerk than I am before? 

Anyhow, back to "Elevation". Couples of event happen this month going to elevate me upwards. I FINALLY get my transfer approved from my current superior, cruising around my work, having good conversation with my superior, bits of fame and appreciation and lots and lots of enjoying my time nutting around (eh?). 

I really feel like elevating myself up to the moon. Now, the cramp time! To concentrate every tiny bits into limited time frame and push it to the end. Pray that it's goes well!~

p/s: now i feel like a bigger jerk. Thanks big words!