Cromok - I Don't Belong Here

assalamualaikum.....

tonight, i listening to my winamp and i came across one instrumental song by Cromok, one marvellous underground local metal band. This song in basic contain 2 guitars, bass and drum. i dunno with this song but person who wrote this song must be a genius.

As the titled stated, i don't belong here...the music give me much impact. the sadness, the last goodbye is well expressed in this song. maybe it's my feeling but this song is a genius creation. what a song that can moved someone heart, and what make this song really something is it's come without lyrics. with only music, it's superb.

the feeling of left behind, seeing people that you loved going leaving you give one hell of feeling. in vain, hurting, devastation, deeply hurt, being stabbed, nothing seems right. and yes, i really understand that and this eyes, have been crying out tears for thousand of times and seems the cut never been healed.

sitting alone in my room, listening to my winamp, looking at mirc windows which have less than 100 people in there, and watching my favorite channel not moving with anything really make the feeling worst. it's a total lonely. and yet i keep listening to the cromok's song even though the song keep make me hurting but in some way, i feel relieved. maybe this is Allah's will, HE want to test me for the reason that i dunno.

if this is what HE wants me to be, so be it. maybe, i been born to be like this, feeling lonely all my life, so lonely. I cannpt blame HIM for this, maybe it's just me, maybe ah....i also dunno. for some reason, the song keep playing in my winamp, and everytime it's playing, i feel relieved yet in vain....

footnote: lonely, i feel lonely....so lonely. ah...it's just a feeling. cheers up...stop crying for something so simple. we're born alone, die alone, in nature, human being really suit to be alone.