Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Bercerai

Lately i got a strange feeling. Life is drifting away from my fingers. It's running so fast, when i blink, everything seems so strange the next second. it's just me or is it the things around me change so fast?

am by nature not so friendly with people but i do keep in touch with people i care. i will at least wish them on their birthday but lately, i not even drop any testimonial/message at their friendster, let alone sms them. Gosh, what got into me which make me like this.

i keep thinking that work keep me away from my precious friends but i guess if you're just a plain lazy stupid ass like me, nothing will cure that. I miss lots of birthday this year, Raja, Adek, Narulle, and few more. i only realize when i flip through their friendster page/blog. i don't even bother to check my email, i'm getting less and less comment/testimonial, getting along with friends less and less, so what the heck am i doing in past few month?

I guess i'm pretty much spending time surfing for JDo, or just sleep, or just too plain lazy to check my friendster. And even this blog being neglected for quite some time. ish....i'm guilty for this.

and when i'm outpouring this, i'm just stuck. shit, i got no more to say. daaa.

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my life become plain and mundane. shit!!

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

lol. sometimes when the moods strike, we know we'll be lazy.

its ok about the birthday. i guess things changed when we started working. the transitions do suck.

sorry for not being able to go for the bbq either.

dueng said...

hahaha. thanks for being understanding. yurp, and updating this fucking blog take me years. hahaha.

happy very belated birthday, adek. :)

no problem la bbq tu, cuma perkumpulan anak2 dan warga emas sambil cuba catching up with everybody life. always have other time to do that kan? hehehe.

Soraya Zainal said...

there's a phase in our life when we just want to have all the time for ourself. take a break from others.

maybe during this phase u can think more clearly about your life, especially during these few years of transition from being teenager/student to adult/working..

:)

Anonymous said...

hi mangi :)

guess what? not all people are talented to memorize birthday. i tot i was the worst for i only get to remember my bestfriend (bestfriend okay!) birthday only after 3 years. or more i tot. haha

thats why we put all those reminders in our fancy hphones. but i'm excluded. my hphone is a toy phone. NO KIDDING.

worklife sucks. big time. and i only got 1 more semester before it'll start.

SHIT.


p.s. good to have u back and liverpool won 0-4! lets hope for the best against man utd!

dueng said...

sue: indeed. i'm rather confused right now than i had before. in this stage, i know what i want but it seems i don't have the drive for it.

raje: hahaha. i supposed i should greet you, welcome to the working world...soon. :P
the thing is, i hardly get time to browse my FS but i have time to browse for something else, say like liverpool website, epl website and jdo website.

hoho. 4 nil is such a great game (damn i miss it caused need to wake up to work the next morning).