.......cause I will read it over and over again, ended up with lots of regret. I mean CHAT log.
Yesterday, I was bored to tears when I open an MiRC chat log; a personal message between Mr Y and Miss X. Someone sent it to me. The log was a piece of valuable evidence. The log torn my belief system over people. If I had bad heart, I would died immediately due to heart failure. It's hurtful and deceitful.
*sigh* I hate myself when I let myself down and yesterday was a very bad day where I again sent myself to "hell".
For brief moment, I wish I was dead. Yet, I'm alive and the pain grew all over me. My mood officially spoil. *sigh*
I wish I could share it with someone but details are evil; it will change people's perspective. Just let me bury myself in this feeling. Let me indulge the pain, let me drown. *sigh*
Yesterday, I was bored to tears when I open an MiRC chat log; a personal message between Mr Y and Miss X. Someone sent it to me. The log was a piece of valuable evidence. The log torn my belief system over people. If I had bad heart, I would died immediately due to heart failure. It's hurtful and deceitful.
*sigh* I hate myself when I let myself down and yesterday was a very bad day where I again sent myself to "hell".
For brief moment, I wish I was dead. Yet, I'm alive and the pain grew all over me. My mood officially spoil. *sigh*
I wish I could share it with someone but details are evil; it will change people's perspective. Just let me bury myself in this feeling. Let me indulge the pain, let me drown. *sigh*
9 comments:
chat log is easily manipulated
tak leh bawak mahkamah kata raja petra
HAHAHA
red herring there!
hahahaa. tu la tu. chat log mudah diedit hence inferior resource.
tapi hospital report tak mudah nak dimanipulate. hahahaha.
hosp report? the plot thickens.
Have no idea pasepa or sesape pon. Saje je mencelah.
But really, you need to delete the chat log. (But I never really did. Only after hard disk corrupted je yg I decide to not back up those painful chat logs)
hehehehe. i refuse to your suggested motion, miss. reason being i'm stubborn. hahahaha.
bukan takmo delete tapi in some way, it's sentimental to me. eventhough it was definitely not a pleasant memories. :)
hey u!
saya simpan juge chat log tp cme org yg tertentu sahaje.may be seseorang.dan saya sedia terima ianya sakit atau gumbira.
saya juga pernah sakit dan sedih bila baca, tp akan hepi juge bile baca time2 schweet ;)
cheer up man!
life mmg pnuh ups n downs =)
hahahaha. hey you. nak wat camne hobi saya simpan chat log irc. hrrmm..thanks for the encouragement. :)
am i d only one who never even bother to keep chat log?
hahahhaa. yes, perhaps you never bother to keep chat log. i know some other people who love not to log anything. :)
i keep my ym IMlog. because usually they have links for shiina ringo downloads.
haha!
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