Monday, May 19, 2008

Ibu & Anak

She is the youngest one in family which means she is also the most stubborn one. She have inferiority complex which she couldn't shake it off until now. She's improving but the damage had been done. She's not a bright student, not a good daughter also but she give her best attention to mom.

Mom didn't realize it, mom even said she couldn't handle her. Mom being mom is just cruel. She been said as a cause that contribute to mom high BP problem. She just swallow it, leading to more damage that mom could think of. She's not a bright student, she feel useless about herself and always comparing herself with other brother and sister. Mom figuratively kick her out by sending her to older sister home. Mom couldn't handle her, mom said it.

She was full of anger, blaming herself all the time. The pressure mounting on her as nobody really pay attention to her life. Nobody hope anything from her. She was a failure, an unwanted child. But the older sister took up the challenge. Cause they're sisters, the older sister couldn't let the youngest sister commit to more damage. She guide her, she love her, she talk to her as one human talk another human, she cry with her and she laugh with her. She putting the hope in her, she putting the manner in her, she putting the love in her.

The youngest sister is now a beautiful persona, a rebel with cause. She passionate about her family especially about mom. Mom love her, the thing she missed for long. She's a hot blood justice, she speaks up for herself and others.

She, once being tossed out come back to mom's good grace.

It's a hard, long nightmare which she wakes up and come back to her sense. She's the man!



p/s: tribute to youngest sister of mine. I love you so much! Keep your chin up.

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